PricillaDame
10-13-2010, 10:48 PM
I just did something that I did not believe I would ever do...
I am working up in Michigan, where all the motels are all non-smoking. I had brought my bag and was doing some much needed dress-up, when I decided I want a cigarette. Since I have to go outside to smoke, I'll have to take off my makeup, nails, clothes, etc. and change back into my male clothes.
But then a thought crossed my mind...
It's raining and about 11pm; not very many people will be out around the motel. The problem is, most of the stuff I bring on the road leans more toward the "****ty" side.
But I made my mind up. I dig out a medium length leopand print dress and my black thigh boots, and along with my makeup, nails, jewelry and wig, I open the door.
I was on the 3rd floor, so I have to walk about 400' of hallway and down three flights of stairs to get outside. BUT I DID IT.
I had 2 cigarettes and came back up. I knew that someone would come out of their room or off the elevator, but no one did.
I got back to the room and the rush I got was fabulous!! :D Why have I never did this before?
I now know that I will go out in public again; this has given me a confidence I never had. I'll just bring more casual clothes next time (Ha!).
I am working up in Michigan, where all the motels are all non-smoking. I had brought my bag and was doing some much needed dress-up, when I decided I want a cigarette. Since I have to go outside to smoke, I'll have to take off my makeup, nails, clothes, etc. and change back into my male clothes.
But then a thought crossed my mind...
It's raining and about 11pm; not very many people will be out around the motel. The problem is, most of the stuff I bring on the road leans more toward the "****ty" side.
But I made my mind up. I dig out a medium length leopand print dress and my black thigh boots, and along with my makeup, nails, jewelry and wig, I open the door.
I was on the 3rd floor, so I have to walk about 400' of hallway and down three flights of stairs to get outside. BUT I DID IT.
I had 2 cigarettes and came back up. I knew that someone would come out of their room or off the elevator, but no one did.
I got back to the room and the rush I got was fabulous!! :D Why have I never did this before?
I now know that I will go out in public again; this has given me a confidence I never had. I'll just bring more casual clothes next time (Ha!).