Today I Was Tired of Just BLENDING In So I Did Something Really DARING! OMG!

[Traci Elizabeth]

I have been as classy and appropriately dressed within my style (high quality tank tops with dress slacks or designer jeans) as I can be whenever in public. I have always held my head up high, greeted all folks with a smile in a positive affirmative manner. Perhaps because of my small size and dress, I have always just blended in.

As many of you know who have read my posts, I am now a 36B (34C) which on my frame looks like I am endowed no matter what top I wear.

Well, innocent Traci TODAY SHOCKED Heaven & Earth! I put on one of my favorite tight fitting decorative Chico's Platinum Black Jeans Then I got a very LOUD Lime Green Chico's Travelers tank top (and if you are not familiar with the Travelers line, it is 95% Acetate & 5% Spandex which is extremely form fitting and hanging on every body protrusion) out of my closet, went to my bra drawer, pull it open and said .... "NOT TODAY!"

So I pulled that Lime Green tank over my head, inserted my arms and pulled it down. OMG! There was NOTHING left to the imagination whatsoever. I stood in front of my mirror wondering what the hell am I thinking.

But something down deep inside on me said..."Don't you dare take that off - you have not resigned from life or given up on being adventurous."

I turned around, slipped my black open toe heels on, grabbed my small black cross-strap purse, my keys, and walked out of the house.

That was this morning and I just got home about 30 minutes ago. I went to many places and did some shopping and looking.

"Blending-In" Traci had kicked her heels up today. Instead of going about my business as usual "unnoticed," EVERY Tom, Dick, Harry, AND Jane stared at me like I was an Alien from Mars. Both the men & the women first looked at my chest then directly into my eyes. I just closed-lipped smiled back at them.

Several guys almost broke their necks trying to get as long a look as possible and I am NOT a spring chicken. I just smiled even bigger at those guys.

So confession time:

Was I out of character and out of my comfort zone? YES!
BUT sadistically did I enjoy it? YES!

Will I ever do it again? Actually, as crazy as this may sound to all of you, I think I would!

I felt ALIVE!

So, tell me honestly, was this just plain stupid, flaunting without grace, or had the courage to be me???????????????????? Maybe all three, huh?

[Melody Moore]

Good on you Traci and to tell you the truth when Im comfortable enough with my breast size & shape I will more than likely do it as well just to fully experience & appreciate the freedom of my femininity - I think it will be quite interesting & rewarding to watch all the jealous wives turning green with envy when their husbands have a good old perve.

[pamela_a]

If you've got it, Flaunt it girl. Good on you for getting out there and not hiding. Let me loose a few more dress sizes and I'll join you.

[Kathryn Martin]

Traci Elizabeth, I could just squeeze you:)

I know exactly how you felt, and I envy you that you have progressed where you can go braless. And we all enjoy being checked out every once in while.

Damn Traci, I wish I had been there

[Traci Elizabeth]

Thanks gals. When I started transitioning, I had this strange image in my head that everything I do from that point forward would be just "classy" and in good clean taste. Since it took me this long in my life to finally be me, I thought I owed womanhood my very best representation that I was possible of giving.

I guess it is still hitting me just how exhilarating it was and how good I felt. This is not something I will do frequently but every once in awhile to rejuvenate my love of life and my happiness at "blending-in."

[Melody Moore]

Thanks gals. When I started transitioning, I had this strange image in my head that everything I do from that point forward would be just "classy" and in good clean taste.
That is the point that exact same point that Im at now, the need to dress 'classy' in clean taste & not ****ty, however I am sure Im going to want to feel total freedom as a woman a little further down the track. I am fully aware that this might happen to me because a TS friend of mine is also now experiencing that exact same freedom you are right now & Im already a little envious of her. So you Go Girl!

[7sisters]

If you got if, flaunt it!

[Cassi3]

Good for you Traci! :thumbup: Glad you enjoy it and we all know that sometimes we just need to stand out, lol.. ;)

[Abbi1]

That is the way to go, you need to break loose sometimes and it always feels nice to stand out on occasion.

[Danni Bear]

Traci,

The only thing that is a higher thrill is after having GRS/SRS is going to a nude beach and showing off. :devil: :o :devil:

Danni

[Traci Elizabeth]

Traci,

The only thing that is a higher thrill is after having GRS/SRS is going to a nude beach and showing off. :devil: :o :devil:

Danni

Now that sounds like my kind of fun! Orient Beach (St. Martin) here I come!

[Danni Bear]

Traci,
remember to take plenty of sunscreen.

Danni

[Chickhe]

Try wearing spandex head to toe for biking... the first time you feel like you are naked. Guys look at you and you feel like meat... but it is fun. In my case, its all padding, but I fully understand what you are talking about and you feel sexy.

[TommyII]

When I grow up I want to be just like you.
That had to be the best. I'm soooooo jealous. I only wish I could have been there with you to watch the reactions of the people around you (and then tell you later). You are fantastic.

[LeannL]

Traci,
If you have a friend with a camera who would do it, have them follow behind to take a few pictures. I am sure that you would enjoy them later.
Leann

[Gina X]

Good for you girls, sometimes you just have to be a bit ****ty just to feel good.......

Love Gina x