Poem . The End of The Begining

[BreenaDion]

The End of the Begining

I walk through the valley of evil
how the gaunlet of life passes me
hang my head low in dispair
mindlessly not caring if any one notices
when I think of lonelyness
my heart aches and bleeds
tears run only to blur my sight.
I keep lonelyness is my vision
dispair is the company I muster
my throat chokes on tears an swallow.
I walk into the abbys of death
fear no evil surcomimg to demons
thoughts of suicide reminds me of pain
which is only a trigger away.
My mind fogs with compession of self
here I ponder what path to heal
drowning it with endless music
searching for a window to escape.
Dark days are around the corner
wondering how to escape the pain of life.
Songs rambling , trying to cluster
what aches of mind and spirit.
Heart filled with tight squeeze
even thou the projectials are tossed.
Thought remains safe haven
will never be one sash away.
Self pitty always wallows of a life never been .

[7sisters]

Breena this is an amazing poem. And yes, it's always darkest before the dawn.

[BreenaDion]

the darkest is not first its after I figured a way out then there is Darkness around the corner.
Thank you . On these days I fealt this, I did what my sister in cause suggested what she does, write it down so I did.
My sister is Deb she is a rape survivor and she had healed herself through Jesus. I heal with Knowledge.