linda.wai
10-27-2010, 10:50 PM
My crave or urge to CD varies a lot with time.
Sometimes, every morning I wake up with super strong desire to have breasts and a vagina. I would have the urge to act feminine in my daily gestures whenever possible.
This might go away at once after a few hours of CD and kept died down for months. Or it might not have any effect. At times the urge is so strong thst i really want to try HRT or more at the expense of losing my SO and my career.
Then all of a sudden I lost the urge to CD for months.
Once, few years ago, I went to Thailand for a CD holiday. On day 1, after one outing, my urge is gone and I "wasted" the entire vacation.
Sometimes, every morning I wake up with super strong desire to have breasts and a vagina. I would have the urge to act feminine in my daily gestures whenever possible.
This might go away at once after a few hours of CD and kept died down for months. Or it might not have any effect. At times the urge is so strong thst i really want to try HRT or more at the expense of losing my SO and my career.
Then all of a sudden I lost the urge to CD for months.
Once, few years ago, I went to Thailand for a CD holiday. On day 1, after one outing, my urge is gone and I "wasted" the entire vacation.