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arula
09-09-2005, 01:38 PM
Alright, how many of you girls out there are living two lifes. Theres one that everybody knows you, and then theres one that makes your heart beat so hard because its a secret.Ou la la, don't you just love hidden passions. I'm such a person. I love both lifes so much. any me too's?

Wendy me
09-09-2005, 01:42 PM
well that walking a thin line has always been a part of my life all along just now i am trying to blend as mutch as i can more of me slips out all the time ... and it seams that things i thought i would die if anyone ever found out just don't seam that big of a deal now....

urban gypsy
09-09-2005, 02:02 PM
With lives like ours we are walking a very thin line, but more importantly is how often you cross it and how much fun you have doing it. and if you do enjoy it and it doesn't hurt your nearest and dearest what the hell just go for it.

Toyah
09-09-2005, 02:10 PM
Cannot walk thin lines fall off em hun. If you hide the CD side from people life will always be a bit dodgey but most people wont accept us:mad:

Emily Ann Brown
09-09-2005, 02:16 PM
Oh sister if you only knew how fine my line is....giggle giggle.



Emily Ann

arula
09-09-2005, 02:54 PM
Oh sister if you only knew how fine my line is....giggle giggle.



Emily Ann

Oh, I think I know. If its anything like mine!:rolleyes:

Tristen Cox
09-09-2005, 03:19 PM
Not really after recent observations, I really don't care who knows what. Ignorance is bliss too ;)

arula
09-09-2005, 04:03 PM
Not really after recent observations, I really don't care who knows what. Ignorance is bliss too ;)

I have a couple of buddies I think suspect something, but with them I'm not concerned.

Vallari
09-09-2005, 04:07 PM
Every since I was confronted by my parents I have been relatively laid back as to who knows and who doesn't. The rest of my family has no clue, and I often wonder what good will come of it I were to disclose to them about Vallari. I might someday, I might not. I may get cought and outed by one of them for all I know. :o Just have to see what happens I guess.

Khriss
09-09-2005, 04:09 PM
ohhhhh these 5 inch heels- yup- it sucks- but it's only as complicated as I let it be- generally - eh?? "K"

MsEva
09-09-2005, 06:07 PM
Yup, truly I walk that fine line. I have a daughter that doesn't know about my fem side and I am a public school teacher. That could be disastrous! :eek:

So yes I do walk the line with you, and sometimes being a good Catholic girl, guilt is on both sides of the line :rolleyes:

gennee
09-09-2005, 08:38 PM
Arula:

I live two lives. No one knows that I'm a CD. I like the mystery and the excitement of crossdressing. :D I'm not stressed by it at all.

Gennee :)

robyn1114
09-09-2005, 09:26 PM
I'm in the military, you want to talk about a thin line

evelyn_tgirl
09-09-2005, 10:13 PM
Alright, how many of you girls out there are living two lifes. Theres one that everybody knows you, and then theres one that makes your heart beat so hard because its a secret.Ou la la, don't you just love hidden passions. I'm such a person. I love both lifes so much. any me too's?

hi Arula :wave: yes i'm feeling you on that thought, there are some people in my life that will unfortunately (or fortunately for the sake of saving a potential heart-attack or two lol) never know the about the other half that makes me tick, although I am ready to walk that line and make it a little blurry so that some people will indeed know

Trinity_cat
09-09-2005, 10:19 PM
Arula honey, I'd say we are all living 2 lives.
Walking the thin line? It's great isn't it?
At the moment I seem to be dancing on it. It gets so thin I can hardly see it.
Meaning I don't give a sh** if I get caught anymore hehehe.....

A few little worries I have on this thread :-
robyn4909I'm in the military, you want to talk about a thin line Be VERYcareful hon.


MsEvaYup, truly I walk that fine line. I have a daughter that doesn't know about my fem side and I am a public school teacher. That could be disastrous! :eek:
Be VERY VERY careful sweetheart

Sweet Jeanette
09-10-2005, 01:07 AM
The 2 lives, that ALL of us lead, only brings our two halves closer, and more intermixed. I find more of the "fem" coming out in me at work, and I don't mind. ------I WANT to show the fem side of me, and it seems that is happening, ------ slowly. ------ It seems that it can't be helped. ---- I wonder what will happen, --- "Down the Road?"

ChristineRenee
09-10-2005, 01:19 AM
Well...the more I have integrated Chrissie with my male side outwardly...the wider that fine line is getting. I don't feel so much anymore like a tightrope walker in high heels anymore! Chrissie has been emerging now in ways that she never dreamed possible before...and hopefully...the best is still yet to come in that regard!;)

Khriss
09-10-2005, 02:37 AM
Yup, truly I walk that fine line. I have a daughter that doesn't know about my fem side and I am a public school teacher. That could be disastrous! :eek:

So yes I do walk the line with you, and sometimes being a good Catholic girl, guilt is on both sides of the line :rolleyes:
hey Eva go Lutheran, no nuns, but basicly the same, guilt is forgiven there and actually is suposed to go away-eh? hehe :eek: :D xx"K"

arula
09-12-2005, 08:00 AM
Thankyou, to all you ladies that have commented. It certainly is heart pumping, to be in the closet, walking a thin line without a net. All the more reason for us to be oh so careful. I slipped once, only to learn for the next time. I do envy the ladies that have blended all the way into society. Thankyou, you make my dreams soar like an eagle. Kisses, Arula.

MsEva
09-12-2005, 08:08 AM
hey Eva go Lutheran, no nuns, but basicly the same, guilt is forgiven there and actually is suposed to go away-eh? hehe :eek: :D xx"K"

Hi Khriss!
Obviously you have never been through Chatechism!! Is guilt forgiven? I guess it is..sin is why not guilt?

So I guess I need to work on it! And keep walking the line!

Lisa Golightly
09-12-2005, 08:11 AM
Just have the one life... That's complexity enough for me ;)

arula
09-12-2005, 08:14 AM
Just have the one life... That's complexity enough for me ;)

girl, Lisa!

LindaMarie
09-14-2005, 12:52 PM
Eva, I attended Catholic schools all through elementary and high school and, oh boy, I remember catechism, but I don't remember the CD questions. I may have been ill that day....




Hi Khriss!
Obviously you have never been through Chatechism!! Is guilt forgiven? I guess it is..sin is why not guilt?

So I guess I need to work on it! And keep walking the line!

suanne
09-14-2005, 01:01 PM
Yep! I walk the line. Trouble is....it just isn't as thin as it use to be! :D

ladyfydiana
09-14-2005, 01:56 PM
I really dont consider it a line just one of my many personalities. :D

emmicd
09-14-2005, 10:36 PM
Most closet crossdressers walk that fine line.

I know I do!

Emmi

carolinesue
10-24-2005, 01:42 PM
Alright, how many of you girls out there are living two lifes. Theres one that everybody knows you, and then theres one that makes your heart beat so hard because its a secret.Ou la la, don't you just love hidden passions. I'm such a person. I love both lifes so much. any me too's?
I am putting this here because Arula has been very sweet and
a good girlfriend. Due to personal reasons I will no longer be on here any more
and I have terminated my email address, I wish everybody good luck in your
search for fulfillment, I will miss several of you that Ive grown to love, Arula,
Emily, Karren, Georgina, Luv Ya All, Carolinesue hugs& Kissess Bye, Bye

Deborah
10-24-2005, 01:48 PM
I have a life then my other life when i'm with my children. The latter taking up more time but hey they deserve it. :)

TGMarla
10-24-2005, 02:36 PM
Well, yeah, I guess you could call it a double life, but I feel that it's only that way out of necessity. My wife doesn't want to accept it, so I hide it. Others simply do not accept it, so I hide it from them as well. But if all things were truly equal, I wouldn't care one whit who knew. I simply do not want to deal with the ramifications that would come with full disclosure to the significant people in my life. Everything would change, and not necessarily for the better. So I keep up with the ol' status quo.

Joanne08
10-24-2005, 03:22 PM
Hi Arula, Yes I walk the fine line as well. I'd like it to be a four lane highway though.

Love, Jo

arula
10-24-2005, 04:23 PM
Hi Arula, Yes I walk the fine line as well. I'd like it to be a four lane highway though.

Love, Jo

HI Jo, yes me too!!

arula
10-24-2005, 04:25 PM
I am putting this here because Arula has been very sweet and
a good girlfriend. Due to personal reasons I will no longer be on here any more
and I have terminated my email address, I wish everybody good luck in your
search for fulfillment, I will miss several of you that Ive grown to love, Arula,
Emily, Karren, Georgina, Luv Ya All, Carolinesue hugs& Kissess Bye, Bye

Oh Caroline, I'll miss you, take care. I sent you a PM should you return.