Feeling spectacular

[Christine Abrams]

I just woke up from what was by far the best four hours' sleep I've had in my life. I lay down wearing my dress, bra and panties underneath, for a nap that I didn't think I needed and had a very peaceful, very serene four hours sleep.. when I first woke up I was a little disappointed, because I thought I'd feel more feminine.. then I got up, and immediately every move, every step and gesture, felt wonderful. Suddenly, everything I've been drilling myself on while in guy mode, like keeping my legs together while seated, elbows in, flowing from one slow, gentle motion to the next.. suddenly comes as naturally as breathing.

I have such an all-encompassing sense of peace right now... before, I've always known in my mind that I'm meant to be a woman; now, I know in my heart and spirit that I AM a woman.

I feel as if for the first time in my life, I'm truly free.

[Karren H]

Apparently I need to take more naps!! Lol.

[katrinakat]

amen....be yourself, be a girl!

[AKAMichelle]

Karen you may have something there. We probably should take more naps if it makes us feel like that.

[Christine Abrams]

Karren, Michelle, maybe it seems like I'm making a huge deal out of it, but when I was younger (and living in southern Montana) I was harassed constantly for being too effeminate, so I grilled myself on every little gesture, the way I walked, even some of my interests.. so that going to bed and waking up as "female" was tremendously liberating.

Sorry, I know, I need to stop rambling on this site, it's just so addictive!

[Jane G]

A fine plan off to sleep it is then.

[docrobbysherry]

Congrats, Christine! I'm glad it worked FOR U!

I've been sleeping with breast forms for YEARS. With the hope my unconscious mind will start growing some of my OWN! So far, I think I've DROPPED an inch there!

[Robin Lee]

Chritine,
Keep those majical dreams alive!
We only live once, so we need to experience our dream.

[Debra Russell]

I think I am feeling sleepy:sleep: