I thought I could stop CDing when mother back to town..

[KathyC]

My mother came back from her vacation over a month ago, and i did stop CDing because one of her friends promised to introduce me with a girl.
I bought lots more female clothes (japanese school girl uniform, Chinese dress & racing swimsuit recently), and i am taking estrogen now.
I did not get hook up with that girl, I felt like i am being betray once again..
Am I doing all these as a revenge? I feel like I am going really extreme, but I am not feeling ashame.

[Shadeauxmarie]

I have often thought my desire to dress was related to my stress levels. Perhaps a part of you is stressed. Having to hide your true self.