Salina
12-16-2010, 06:34 PM
About three and a half years ago I made a decision to stop crossdressing...yeah I know, we've all been there, done that! My reasons at the time were very compelling and well thought out, it wasn't something I entered into lightly or hastily. During a good portion of this time off I found myself lacking energy and my sex drive diminished to the point that I had practically no interest in sex. My interest in dressing and women's clothes in general was about as close to nil as it could get. My lack of energy resulted in me seeming to be tired most of the time...even at work which is highly unusual. After denial, procrastination, and flat out refusing to see a doctor I finally went I learned my testosterone level was extremely low and was prescribed andro gel to get the levels back up to normal. After 6--8 weeks I found my energy returning and my interest in sex coming back as well, much to the delight of my wonderful wife. :) Along with my sex drive, an unexpected "side effect" was the return of my interest in women's clothes, dressing, and allowing my feminine side to re emerge. Wow! I sure didn't expect that to happen!! It came back with a vengance! I know, most who have attempted to quit have also been there, done that. Soooo, I am dressing again, have purchased clothes, lingerie, and shoes, and have found my wife more open to the idea than she has been in a loooong time. Maybe it's the newly rediscovered sex life we are enjoying!
When I posted my "I'm quitting" thread I found much support and encouragement and I thank you all for that. I don't expect any kind of hoopla or welcome back party....just wanted to share my experience and say I'm looking forward to participating in the forum again. :thumbsup:
When I posted my "I'm quitting" thread I found much support and encouragement and I thank you all for that. I don't expect any kind of hoopla or welcome back party....just wanted to share my experience and say I'm looking forward to participating in the forum again. :thumbsup: