helena.gcd
01-07-2011, 05:56 PM
Hi girls.....
i know that we always have fears, that crossdressing may affect our lifes and that it can become another stone on the road to happiness, but sometimes it is just do it on a way that you wouldn't suspect.
Three days ago a package full of clothes that i had purchased online arrived home. Since then i have dress every single day, for as many hours as i could.
that day i couldn't wait to try all the clothes on. I shaved my full body, did my make up and started trying every thing on. When i took the first look in the mirror i barely couldn't believe that the reflection was me. For the first time i felt that i was pretty close to be the best woman that i can possible be. I felt really happy. I even felt pretty.
no need to say that i enjoyed that evening like no other, wearing all the stuff and taking pics (i opened a thread on the photo section of the forum)
Well, next day i spend the morning as my male self. I'm on holidays, so i woke up late and went to have breakfast to a nice cafe on my city, where a very good friend of me works. As i entered the cafe she greets me like every other day and just after i seat down on a stool she says:
-What happened to you? you look different
at that moment i started worrying that i haven't removed well my make up or something like that.
But before i could say anything else she added:
-you look much happier. What did you do last night? Do I know she?
what a moment of relief a felt. Just tell her that i was on a good mood and talked about other things.
that was yesterday. Today i meet with two very good friends of me. We went to have breakfast and then, when we were going for a walk by the city center one of them says:
- i don't know what have you done, but you look happier.
and the other one added:
-yes, who have you meet? do we know she?
after telling the same, that i simply was on a good mood we keep talking of other stuff.
I was thinking about this, and as i haven't realized before that my two lifes are so interconnected, i found this idea cool, so decided to share it with you.
and what about you? Did anybody ever tell you something like that or do you live in two worlds without connection?.
i know that we always have fears, that crossdressing may affect our lifes and that it can become another stone on the road to happiness, but sometimes it is just do it on a way that you wouldn't suspect.
Three days ago a package full of clothes that i had purchased online arrived home. Since then i have dress every single day, for as many hours as i could.
that day i couldn't wait to try all the clothes on. I shaved my full body, did my make up and started trying every thing on. When i took the first look in the mirror i barely couldn't believe that the reflection was me. For the first time i felt that i was pretty close to be the best woman that i can possible be. I felt really happy. I even felt pretty.
no need to say that i enjoyed that evening like no other, wearing all the stuff and taking pics (i opened a thread on the photo section of the forum)
Well, next day i spend the morning as my male self. I'm on holidays, so i woke up late and went to have breakfast to a nice cafe on my city, where a very good friend of me works. As i entered the cafe she greets me like every other day and just after i seat down on a stool she says:
-What happened to you? you look different
at that moment i started worrying that i haven't removed well my make up or something like that.
But before i could say anything else she added:
-you look much happier. What did you do last night? Do I know she?
what a moment of relief a felt. Just tell her that i was on a good mood and talked about other things.
that was yesterday. Today i meet with two very good friends of me. We went to have breakfast and then, when we were going for a walk by the city center one of them says:
- i don't know what have you done, but you look happier.
and the other one added:
-yes, who have you meet? do we know she?
after telling the same, that i simply was on a good mood we keep talking of other stuff.
I was thinking about this, and as i haven't realized before that my two lifes are so interconnected, i found this idea cool, so decided to share it with you.
and what about you? Did anybody ever tell you something like that or do you live in two worlds without connection?.