danielle.cd
01-10-2011, 07:49 AM
ok for those of u who follow my posts and have read my post know that i eventually how ever long it takes will have female parts before i die, i have accepted the fact that im a cd er and will always be one no matter what cause thats who i am , just like an alcholic is always an alcholic just sober and in recovery or something like that, now the worst part about the whole thing is that i dont know where to go from here , part of me wants to start transitioning with hormones, mainly to get my legs, hips, thighs, and butt bigger and more looking the part, boobs are not some thing that im too interested in at this time but will probably have implanted some in my life , and the other part says start working out and get bigger that way
but who wants to see a women that looks like a man, let alone a man trying to pose as a women but looks like a man,
plus i believe i would be happy being ******* as well
its been a couple years that ive wanted to actually do something about this and finally started laser hair removal on my face
i dont want to really out my self yet, thats something i will have to do way down the road, i will eventually but now is not the time, i also dont know where to go to start so i can get on hormones , i have tried t blockers and some fem booster, self medicated <dont beat me over the head,>
when i was on the meds it was nicer and more mellow, and could actually think for once instead my mind on sex all the time
i want to do it the right way so i dont hurt my self, i dont think my insurance covers this and i dont want my work to know so it would be out of pocket, plus i dont know any therapist or docs in lansing mi, to talk to, i know i really need a therapists. cause i know eventually i will be transitioning but for now i want to at least start on the road and decide how fast or slow to go , its just i dont know where to go to start:straightface:
but who wants to see a women that looks like a man, let alone a man trying to pose as a women but looks like a man,
plus i believe i would be happy being ******* as well
its been a couple years that ive wanted to actually do something about this and finally started laser hair removal on my face
i dont want to really out my self yet, thats something i will have to do way down the road, i will eventually but now is not the time, i also dont know where to go to start so i can get on hormones , i have tried t blockers and some fem booster, self medicated <dont beat me over the head,>
when i was on the meds it was nicer and more mellow, and could actually think for once instead my mind on sex all the time
i want to do it the right way so i dont hurt my self, i dont think my insurance covers this and i dont want my work to know so it would be out of pocket, plus i dont know any therapist or docs in lansing mi, to talk to, i know i really need a therapists. cause i know eventually i will be transitioning but for now i want to at least start on the road and decide how fast or slow to go , its just i dont know where to go to start:straightface: