When My Worlds Blend

[Sarasometimes]

In therapy last week we discussed both of my "worlds". My masculine and feminine worlds or modes of operation. Out of that discussion came this observation. When enmale and something occurs that gives me a Sara thought/moment...I veiw that as a bonus. Example: In home depot looking for stuff for a project and I notice a very nicely dressed woman with a handbag very similar to Sara's). When in Sara mode and something male-ish (new word, maybe?) occurs and causes a male thought, I view it as an unfortunate interuption and it takes a few minutes to get back into Sara mode. Example: Having my hair set while enfemme and having an assistant asks my hairdresser if she wants a dryer put on for "him"?) Still working on what this means but I'm curious what others think about this concept? Thanks, Sara

[kimdl93]

I really don't feel I inhabit two worlds, I just disguise a part of myself from the larger world. However, I do enjoy those moments when my feminine side comes out - like when my wife teasingly says "you're such a girl" in response to some comment or gesture on my part. And I enjoy being included when my wife and her friends get together - even though I'm not fully "out" to them, several of them have made comments that I'm just one of the girls. Its a kind an affirmation that I honestly cherish. I try to be the same person, regardles of how I may be dressed - but I guess I'll admit to a bit of annoyance when a traditionally male thought intrudes!

[Karren H]

Maybe its just me but I obviously I don't understand this male and female thought thing. I have thoughts... Just on different subjects.... And I really can't file them as being one gender or another... Like a thought about a tool I saw in the hardware is male but because it had a pink handle maybe it should go under female? You must just be really organized or I'm not. Lol.

[Amy Lynn3]

I am happy in both my worlds...just normal that way, but I do become annoyed when guy thoughts enter my head when I'm dressed, but not the other way around. Go figure ?