Jessica86
01-27-2011, 10:17 AM
(Sorry, this is a bit long)
Hi, I'm Jessica. New to the site. For the past week I have been sick. I did research, and read about how people were opening up to their SO. Some after a while. Some right off the bat. Well, me and my wife met off and on through high school, then dated for four years and have been married for almost two. I have a 1.5 year old son who is the pride and joy in my life. I've been dressing all my life after my sister and her friends forced me to when I was a child. My sister always wanted a little sister, and that's how I was always treated. I've also always just found it....erotic to say the least to dress.
Well, my wife never knew about it. I don't dress often and I don't dress in public. I can't dress in public due to the career I have. I am on both sides of the extremes as well. One day, I have to be a super macho, controlling guy for my job. Then, when I dress, it is all out on the other side of the scale!! I see many members who are dressed nice and classy, which is fine. I am not one of those. I like to look like a total piece of eye candy! Sorry....got carried away.
Back on track. I've hidden this from my wife. The past week, I have had very good dreams about being dressed and having my wife help me out by shopping, talking, dancing, and all other activities I can't tell you about. Well, out of the blue, I woke up last night, and rolled over. She was watching me. She asked me what I was dreaming about, and I looked at her and decided this was the time to tell a long story.
She said she understood, and said nothing is to be ashamed of. She asked if I was gay...and some other questions. She actually said "I thought you were going to tell me you were having an affair!" We both laughed about it for a bit. Then, she told me something I hope everyone here gets the chance to hear. She told me "You were honest with me about it. I don't care. If I would have found out myself, I would be mad at you. I'm glad you told me. It doesn't change you from who I married. You've been like this all your life!! I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE."
I laughed at this for a second, and realized she wasn't kidding. She did tell me that it would ruin my career if I was found outside, which I agreed it would. But, I don't really have the want or need to go outside. I just want to dress and model for the camera, my wife, and myself. I think it turned out great because she too had a secret to share with me. I can't talk about that one, but it was something from the heart, and thats what counts. Turned out to be a great night. We woke up this morning, and had really great.....umm....relations....and afterwards, she laughed and said "I don't care about what we talked about as long as I can have the man from this morning sometimes."
I explained to her that every single day I go to work, I am in charge. I have to bark orders at people and take charge of every situation I am in. It bores me when I get home and have to do the same. Some times, I love coming home, and being totally dominant in the bedroom with her. Some times, I love to come home, dress, and just be on the other side of the spectrum if that makes any sense. She said she would like to participate and make my dream come true I told her about. No date on that....which I want SO BAD!!! She left just about an hour ago, and kissed me goodbye to go to work. She told me again as she stepped out "I'm glad you told me. It took a lot of courage to tell me that. I'm not leaving you, okay? I love you!"
I think I am different than most people on this site. I just want this to be more like a getaway from reality.....than to be a reality....if that makes sense. I don't want to literally become a girl. I would just love to do this because it feels right to me. My wife seemed to completely understand, and actually put thought into it. She told me "You can't change that. People are born with that decision. What turns you on is going to be different than the next person and the next person and the next. It doesn't make what they like weird, and it doesn't make what you like weird. It's just natural, and you can't help how your body reacts to a certain situation." I'm a lucky guy. To have a wife like her.....I am very lucky. Well, enough rambling. I am just looking forward to the night when I can dress with her, and see how she reacts. If you want to open up to your wife, TIME IS TICKING!! It seems most of them actually LIKE the fact that we dress up!!!
Hi, I'm Jessica. New to the site. For the past week I have been sick. I did research, and read about how people were opening up to their SO. Some after a while. Some right off the bat. Well, me and my wife met off and on through high school, then dated for four years and have been married for almost two. I have a 1.5 year old son who is the pride and joy in my life. I've been dressing all my life after my sister and her friends forced me to when I was a child. My sister always wanted a little sister, and that's how I was always treated. I've also always just found it....erotic to say the least to dress.
Well, my wife never knew about it. I don't dress often and I don't dress in public. I can't dress in public due to the career I have. I am on both sides of the extremes as well. One day, I have to be a super macho, controlling guy for my job. Then, when I dress, it is all out on the other side of the scale!! I see many members who are dressed nice and classy, which is fine. I am not one of those. I like to look like a total piece of eye candy! Sorry....got carried away.
Back on track. I've hidden this from my wife. The past week, I have had very good dreams about being dressed and having my wife help me out by shopping, talking, dancing, and all other activities I can't tell you about. Well, out of the blue, I woke up last night, and rolled over. She was watching me. She asked me what I was dreaming about, and I looked at her and decided this was the time to tell a long story.
She said she understood, and said nothing is to be ashamed of. She asked if I was gay...and some other questions. She actually said "I thought you were going to tell me you were having an affair!" We both laughed about it for a bit. Then, she told me something I hope everyone here gets the chance to hear. She told me "You were honest with me about it. I don't care. If I would have found out myself, I would be mad at you. I'm glad you told me. It doesn't change you from who I married. You've been like this all your life!! I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE."
I laughed at this for a second, and realized she wasn't kidding. She did tell me that it would ruin my career if I was found outside, which I agreed it would. But, I don't really have the want or need to go outside. I just want to dress and model for the camera, my wife, and myself. I think it turned out great because she too had a secret to share with me. I can't talk about that one, but it was something from the heart, and thats what counts. Turned out to be a great night. We woke up this morning, and had really great.....umm....relations....and afterwards, she laughed and said "I don't care about what we talked about as long as I can have the man from this morning sometimes."
I explained to her that every single day I go to work, I am in charge. I have to bark orders at people and take charge of every situation I am in. It bores me when I get home and have to do the same. Some times, I love coming home, and being totally dominant in the bedroom with her. Some times, I love to come home, dress, and just be on the other side of the spectrum if that makes any sense. She said she would like to participate and make my dream come true I told her about. No date on that....which I want SO BAD!!! She left just about an hour ago, and kissed me goodbye to go to work. She told me again as she stepped out "I'm glad you told me. It took a lot of courage to tell me that. I'm not leaving you, okay? I love you!"
I think I am different than most people on this site. I just want this to be more like a getaway from reality.....than to be a reality....if that makes sense. I don't want to literally become a girl. I would just love to do this because it feels right to me. My wife seemed to completely understand, and actually put thought into it. She told me "You can't change that. People are born with that decision. What turns you on is going to be different than the next person and the next person and the next. It doesn't make what they like weird, and it doesn't make what you like weird. It's just natural, and you can't help how your body reacts to a certain situation." I'm a lucky guy. To have a wife like her.....I am very lucky. Well, enough rambling. I am just looking forward to the night when I can dress with her, and see how she reacts. If you want to open up to your wife, TIME IS TICKING!! It seems most of them actually LIKE the fact that we dress up!!!