Longing2be-Trisha
03-16-2011, 11:37 AM
Hi Ladies!
Today I went to see my psychologist or therapist what ever you what to call them and I have been suppressing something and needed to tell someone. I am a woman trapped in a mans body and I have known this since 5-6 years old! Wow what a relief to let that out after 42 years! I told her I have been reading other cd/tg post and realized that I started tucking the gear away then and still do even in my sleep. Told her that if I walked into a room I would always bs with the men but then move over to the women were I felt more comfortable. I told her that I only told one person that I could truly trust who I truly was inside and that I truly wanted to be on the outside. After that day we drifted apart. The flood gate was opened and I spilled my guts out, the relief out tension at my core was calming like after a bad storm. What JOY I felt getting that out in the air!!!
I am so tired right now that my darkest secret is in the light, but I am so excited right now too!! Now I have to work on undoing 42 years of man theology and let the woman out of its isolation and chains. We also talked about hrt a little bit before the time ran out. I told her that right now I was wearing panties and that putting them on the other day for the first time in years gave me a micro "O" and I felt so peaceful walking down town in them.:battingeyelashes:
More to come! Thanks for listening!
Today I went to see my psychologist or therapist what ever you what to call them and I have been suppressing something and needed to tell someone. I am a woman trapped in a mans body and I have known this since 5-6 years old! Wow what a relief to let that out after 42 years! I told her I have been reading other cd/tg post and realized that I started tucking the gear away then and still do even in my sleep. Told her that if I walked into a room I would always bs with the men but then move over to the women were I felt more comfortable. I told her that I only told one person that I could truly trust who I truly was inside and that I truly wanted to be on the outside. After that day we drifted apart. The flood gate was opened and I spilled my guts out, the relief out tension at my core was calming like after a bad storm. What JOY I felt getting that out in the air!!!
I am so tired right now that my darkest secret is in the light, but I am so excited right now too!! Now I have to work on undoing 42 years of man theology and let the woman out of its isolation and chains. We also talked about hrt a little bit before the time ran out. I told her that right now I was wearing panties and that putting them on the other day for the first time in years gave me a micro "O" and I felt so peaceful walking down town in them.:battingeyelashes:
More to come! Thanks for listening!