BreenaDion
03-25-2011, 04:14 PM
Sorry this was posted else where but I got so emotional over I had to tread it. Hope you dont mind, delete it you must I will reword it later.
Why I have to transition
My Brain is making me do it, or the refusal is not an option any more. I did consider the options.
1 Suicide
2 Permanent Hospitalization
3 I dont have strenght to resist, because I have a survivors Brain.
4 I just did what my brain is showing me what to do.
4a Part of me is euphoric and other part is suicidial.
4b I choice to live.
5 I am transitioning and Im not proud of it, I just dont want to Die.
Breena. thats why I have to be a woman.
I was a cd for 50 yrs I spent 6 yrs in here as another identity. I am the unique one.
Why I have to transition
My Brain is making me do it, or the refusal is not an option any more. I did consider the options.
1 Suicide
2 Permanent Hospitalization
3 I dont have strenght to resist, because I have a survivors Brain.
4 I just did what my brain is showing me what to do.
4a Part of me is euphoric and other part is suicidial.
4b I choice to live.
5 I am transitioning and Im not proud of it, I just dont want to Die.
Breena. thats why I have to be a woman.
I was a cd for 50 yrs I spent 6 yrs in here as another identity. I am the unique one.