rocketscientist
04-16-2011, 03:53 PM
:eek:Well, I've been wanting to do that for some time, but the time just never seemed right. I've been thinking a lot about the future and what may come as far as my dressing is concerned, and I know it's not just going to "go away". As my already PONDEROUS femme wardrobe and shoe collection grows(seemingly exponentially),it's getting tougher to hide everything femme:heehee:. The closet is already stuffed and i've got femme stuff under my bed,in drawers normally reserved for my male garments,an untold many bags with tops,skirts,shoes in them strewn about my bedroom. After attending the Dunes TG weekend and talking to friends about how "out" they are I decided it was time for my little circle to widen a bit. There are always the little "what ifs", like what if I was to suddenly find myself on the wrong side of the grass, what would happen when my family came to sort through my stuff and discovered that there was a side of me they never knew existed:brolleyes:. Would they have been supportive and understanding then or just plain confused? I was on my Yahoo messenger Wednesday when I decided I needed to do it. If for anything else, to answer any questions she may have about how or why.
So Wednesday I messaged her that I had something important to tell her. That way there would be no going back, she would keep after me until I let the cat out of the bag. Which, due to conflicting schedules I couldn't do til' Friday. Instead of just blurting it out over Messenger(she lives in another state), I thought it best to try to explain with some pictures. I sent her my most recent pic from Dunes weekend and asked "do you know who that is?". She said " It looks a little like you!". That's when I replied "It is ME, I'm TG!" There was a lot of confusion and carrying on, then I recovered,and she asked me "why would you do that?". I answered her the best I could, trying to explain that I'm not even sure why I do it, just that I enjoy it and it's a part of me. Then, of course, came THE question about being gay and such. I told her no, I'm not gay. Not that she would have any problem with that,because she has gay friends and we share a gay cousin. I then showed her a bunch of pics of me dressed, sometimes solo, others with some of my friends at the Dunes weekend. Then I showed her a pic I took of me shopping at Kohl's in Kalamazoo. She said,"You go out shopping for clothes dressed that way?", to which I replied yes. She asked me how I learned to walk in heels and how long I've been doing this. I told her "it started when I was very young, I had 2 evil sisters that used to dress me". LOL. All in all, it turned out pretty good I suppose. She still has questions that I'm not sure I have answers for. I told her about this site and asked her to join so she could learn more about "us". She hasn't yet, but will soon. Who knows, maybe we can go out as sisters in the future! That would be fun. Well, if you got this far, thanks for reading and I hope your day is a GREAT one! Hugs, your sister, Tonya:battingeyelashes:
So Wednesday I messaged her that I had something important to tell her. That way there would be no going back, she would keep after me until I let the cat out of the bag. Which, due to conflicting schedules I couldn't do til' Friday. Instead of just blurting it out over Messenger(she lives in another state), I thought it best to try to explain with some pictures. I sent her my most recent pic from Dunes weekend and asked "do you know who that is?". She said " It looks a little like you!". That's when I replied "It is ME, I'm TG!" There was a lot of confusion and carrying on, then I recovered,and she asked me "why would you do that?". I answered her the best I could, trying to explain that I'm not even sure why I do it, just that I enjoy it and it's a part of me. Then, of course, came THE question about being gay and such. I told her no, I'm not gay. Not that she would have any problem with that,because she has gay friends and we share a gay cousin. I then showed her a bunch of pics of me dressed, sometimes solo, others with some of my friends at the Dunes weekend. Then I showed her a pic I took of me shopping at Kohl's in Kalamazoo. She said,"You go out shopping for clothes dressed that way?", to which I replied yes. She asked me how I learned to walk in heels and how long I've been doing this. I told her "it started when I was very young, I had 2 evil sisters that used to dress me". LOL. All in all, it turned out pretty good I suppose. She still has questions that I'm not sure I have answers for. I told her about this site and asked her to join so she could learn more about "us". She hasn't yet, but will soon. Who knows, maybe we can go out as sisters in the future! That would be fun. Well, if you got this far, thanks for reading and I hope your day is a GREAT one! Hugs, your sister, Tonya:battingeyelashes: