Vanessac48
04-22-2011, 01:54 PM
Well, I have now been dressed fully as a woman every day for over a year. There has not been one day, not a single one, where I didn't have my heels,pantyhose,dress, skirt, or jeans on, bra, forms,lipstick,makeup,and blonde hair. I only put on my "other" clothes when I absolutely have to. I have an amazxing wife. She has embraced the new me completely. She borrows my makeup, and quite often compliments how I look. let me qualify my wife. She is not a lesbian, or bi, she won't sleep with me like tyhis, which I totally understand, but I do go to bed many nights forms on, in women's night clothes of various sorts.
How do I feel since the change?
I feel totally fortunate, because just 13 months ago, I was envious of all that could dress when they wanted anytime. I'm not bi myself, never had an encounter with a male, never want to. I just love the feeling,look,scent, and unbelievable feeling I get from looking female, and being able to go out and do anything I want.
I would say on average if I am awake 110 hrs a week, I am in full female attire and makeup, nails painted, perfume, probably for 100 or more of them, and some weeks all 110, just depends on what I need to do. I work from home, so no issues there.
There are times I look at myself and see a beautiful women, and yet others I don't quite feel that way, but inside it 100% of the time feels wonderful. I always thought that after awhile it would wear off, but just the opposite, it grows stronger. I will never have surgery, I can look and feel mentally,physically, and emotionally like a woman all the time, so I don't feel the need.
I wish everyone, and I'm sure this applies to many here, could just be free to experience what I am experiencing. That is my Easter wish for everyone here, find the strength, and courage to be what you want to be, because it is an indescribable feeling, and once you get here, you'll never go back, ever, it is impossible!
Happy Easter to all and may God Bless!
How do I feel since the change?
I feel totally fortunate, because just 13 months ago, I was envious of all that could dress when they wanted anytime. I'm not bi myself, never had an encounter with a male, never want to. I just love the feeling,look,scent, and unbelievable feeling I get from looking female, and being able to go out and do anything I want.
I would say on average if I am awake 110 hrs a week, I am in full female attire and makeup, nails painted, perfume, probably for 100 or more of them, and some weeks all 110, just depends on what I need to do. I work from home, so no issues there.
There are times I look at myself and see a beautiful women, and yet others I don't quite feel that way, but inside it 100% of the time feels wonderful. I always thought that after awhile it would wear off, but just the opposite, it grows stronger. I will never have surgery, I can look and feel mentally,physically, and emotionally like a woman all the time, so I don't feel the need.
I wish everyone, and I'm sure this applies to many here, could just be free to experience what I am experiencing. That is my Easter wish for everyone here, find the strength, and courage to be what you want to be, because it is an indescribable feeling, and once you get here, you'll never go back, ever, it is impossible!
Happy Easter to all and may God Bless!