Noortje
05-10-2011, 10:11 AM
Last week I went outside in broad daylight for the first time. I took a short walk in a quiet area. Only one person came close enough to read me, but nothing happened.
The big surprise for me, though, was that it did not feel special at all. I have been dreaming of going outside dressed as a woman for such a long time... I expected to feel over the moon with excitement and elation. To finally do that which I have dreamed of for so long! But it felt like any other time I go outside.
Maybe that's a good thing... It was not a special thing to do. It was just me being me, going out into the world I belong to.
What were your experiences?
The big surprise for me, though, was that it did not feel special at all. I have been dreaming of going outside dressed as a woman for such a long time... I expected to feel over the moon with excitement and elation. To finally do that which I have dreamed of for so long! But it felt like any other time I go outside.
Maybe that's a good thing... It was not a special thing to do. It was just me being me, going out into the world I belong to.
What were your experiences?