"fog" repellant?

[ikthys]

Yesterday, I was doing pushups in my living room (such a guy thing to say huh?) and my wife's new Alfani platform patent leather heels were right in front of me so that I was basically staring at them as I did pushups. At the point where I was in pain (you know, pushup number 8 million... :) ), I found that I was not at all aroused by the sight of them. In fact, I found that even the beginning stage of a tendency to try to think about the urge to wear them myself (or a pair like them twice as big...) was totally dead. Even the mystery and magic that women's heels have to me on them was lost and they just looked crudely like material that goes on a foot...hard to explain what I mean. Maybe it's hard to get into the pink fog of girly identity when you're being so "manly" and buffing up your chest and arms and back... :) Maybe the testosterone rush precluded such "softer" imaginations as high heels usually inspire in me. Maybe I just didn't have enough blood left in my head for my brain to think such elaborate thoughts. Maybe the pain association was achieving counter-conditioning in me. Have any of you ever had such "fog killing" experiences? What were they?

[Alice Torn]

That was interesting! There are things which turn me away from desires to dress, sometimes. Feeling a bad cold or flu, sprained ankle or injury, toothaches, working on car, going out to shoot basketball, or bicycling. Seeing that my mom, or dad will die anyday.

[Eryn]

The last fog-killer I had was a hole in the drain pipe in my kitchen wall. "Honey, what does this puddle of water mean?" It's pretty hard to think femme thoughts while wrestling with a steel sewer pipe.

[docrobbysherry]

I don't think I understand?????????

Maybe u just don't have a shoe fetish?

[ikthys]

I don't think I understand?????????

Maybe u just don't have a shoe fetish?

Sorry for the confusion. I do very much love high heels and for crossdressing they are my number one obsession. What I'm saying is that, during this experience of doing pushups and looking at what othewise would tempt my mind into many fantasies, not only did I not want to dress, even my normal reaction to heels (which is being mystified with undeniable and uncontrollable arousal) was completely gone and I saw things through a very "non-crossdresser" lens. This is what I mean by "fog repellant" (referring to the alleged "pink fog" of girly fantasy). Does that help?

[Persephone]

Wow! One more reason to avoid exercise, particularly pushups!

Thanks for the warning, girlfriend!

Hugs,
Persephone.

[eluuzion]

hiya ikthys..

Actually there is some "brain chemistry" that can partially account for some of that exercise related mystery...neurotransmitters,hormones and that dopamine/serotonin stuff...I am not going there again...you can google it...:heehee:

Sure "buzz-killers" are everywhere...just like surveillance cameras, :heehee:

I jointly raised a daughter from age 2yrs-16yrs old. Every Fri-Mon...CD never crossed my mind.

Phone calls from friends/family needing to be "rescued" is a normal routine for me. Just like "sex"...phone rings...balloon deflates...:heehee:

:love:

[Kate Simmons]

Hard to say. You'd probably have to ask my inspirations, Lara Croft, Honey West and Emma Peel. They seemed to manage to get the "rush" and still look great at the same time.:)