Driving as Miss Daisy

[Jenny1]

I went up to Manchester the other day and had all intentions of letting Jenny drive back. I left as it was going dark but had forgotten to shave in the morning so I had to stop to buy razors, shaving foam and water. I parked up in what I thought was a quiet area and found a lid from a jar in my boot and filled it with water, so i could rinse out the razor. My mind was racing trying think what the FOUR groups of people thought as they walked past while I did this. Anyway I carried on regardless and finished changing.
Its adds a whole new perspective to driving because I got stuck in three traffic jams on the way home and I loved every minute of it enjoying the extra time that I had, while hoping that I had enough cigarettes to last as Jenny isn't up to shopping yet.

[mand]

Hello Jenny, Lovely thread :) I can identify with it all, brings back such nice feeling memories:)

Honestly love I don't think it will be too long before Jenny is poping into the shops for her own ciggies ;)

love mand xxx:)

[Sandra H]

Hi Jenny.

Welcome to the forum, nice to see another British girl join us. Great start to your posts, I know that great feeling of driving dressed, looking down at your legs appearing out of your skirt with shiny tights on WOW. Did you wear shoes??

[Jenny1]

Hello Jenny, Lovely thread :) I can identify with it all, brings back such nice feeling memories:)

Honestly love I don't think it will be too long before Jenny is poping into the shops for her own ciggies ;)

love mand xxx:)

I've tried the shops a couple of times but the fear a rejection is just too strong. I've never made it out of the car. I've even gone to Amsterdam for the weekend in the hope that the relaxed atmosphere would help me to venture out. I never managed it and it is a constant regret. The feeling that I was doing something wrong took over me. And yet it should have marked the start of my acceptance. In my mind at least.

[Jenny1]

Hi Sandra
I was always adjusting my dress to cover my knees so I didn't draw attention to myself. Yes I did wear heels but quite low ones so I could still keep completee control of the car. Even the way I drive completely changes when I'm Jenny. I have to stop checking my make-up every 5 minutes though.

Love and hugs Jenny

[mand]

I've tried the shops a couple of times but the fear a rejection is just too strong. I've never made it out of the car. I've even gone to Amsterdam for the weekend in the hope that the relaxed atmosphere would help me to venture out. I never managed it and it is a constant regret. The feeling that I was doing something wrong took over me. And yet it should have marked the start of my acceptance. In my mind at least.


Please don't worry about it Jenny ;) coming to terms with it all and accepting yourself is one thing, being able to venture out into public veiw is another.
There is nothing anyone can say to you too make you ready for that step, only you will ever decide when/if you ever do.

I used to dream/fantasize about being able to go out into the world as the real me, but I knew it would never ever happen.
I am pleased to say I was wrong, it did happen, since then things just seemed to snowball to living as I wish.................well not exactely as I wish but getting closer to it ;)

Just take the steps in you're own time.

Mind you Jenny I have this feeling that you will buy those ciggies sooner rather than later.....................it's just something I recgonise in you're post;)


love mand xxx:)