BreenaDion
08-14-2011, 12:05 PM
I have reached a period in my transitioning about 18-19 months on HRT. This erea of time , even thou I don't think I pass very well in the mirror of course but in the eyes of the general public I do.
Case in point, sitting down on a bench with legs slighty crossed like a woman and enjoying an ice cream cone . Of course I was riding my bicycle and dressed as such with at least 25 other people waiting to get served and enjoying the moment Not one person looked at me with a stare or a double take. I just move around in public view without the anxiety I used to have and maybe 1 in 1,000 will stare or get a second look and god only knows whats rattleding inside there brain.
I don't worry about those people any more because I have reached my " COMFORT ZONE" as a Transwoman. I have excepted the fact that I will probibly never get SRS because of my financal state and thats ok with me. As I look back in the rescent past I told my Psychotherapist that I am also at a point in my transition that I feal as we all thrive to become, "CORRECT'' , refering to any discussion of any shape or form of GID. At least that stage has passed.
The more and more you present yourself as a woman and dress like a women who doesn't want to attract attention to oneself the easier it becomes to present as a woman. Like what my Thereapist has been telling me. I also let the HRT do the work for me first because I have eased the "ISM" to except my condition.
Later I will post my discovery of adrenaline to testosterone, and my Endocrinologist is going to study this new phenomenon.
Breena.
Case in point, sitting down on a bench with legs slighty crossed like a woman and enjoying an ice cream cone . Of course I was riding my bicycle and dressed as such with at least 25 other people waiting to get served and enjoying the moment Not one person looked at me with a stare or a double take. I just move around in public view without the anxiety I used to have and maybe 1 in 1,000 will stare or get a second look and god only knows whats rattleding inside there brain.
I don't worry about those people any more because I have reached my " COMFORT ZONE" as a Transwoman. I have excepted the fact that I will probibly never get SRS because of my financal state and thats ok with me. As I look back in the rescent past I told my Psychotherapist that I am also at a point in my transition that I feal as we all thrive to become, "CORRECT'' , refering to any discussion of any shape or form of GID. At least that stage has passed.
The more and more you present yourself as a woman and dress like a women who doesn't want to attract attention to oneself the easier it becomes to present as a woman. Like what my Thereapist has been telling me. I also let the HRT do the work for me first because I have eased the "ISM" to except my condition.
Later I will post my discovery of adrenaline to testosterone, and my Endocrinologist is going to study this new phenomenon.
Breena.