patti1569
08-20-2011, 12:39 AM
I’m going through a hard time right now. My wife wants a divorce because of my dressing. She has know for many years, but says now that it is too much for her. So I moved out and got my own place. Of course I began to dress nonstop and was probably moving too fast for my own good and started to feel kindda bad about myself. Now I know that I would never purge my things, but was really considering putting all of my dressing on hold for a while. I was going to stop shaving and only wear boy clothes for the time being. Well, that didn’t last too long. I forgot that I ordered some new dresses, jewelry and shoes about a week ago. It all came in the mail today soooo…well...I’ll just open the box and take a look. Needless to say, I was fully dressed in no time. And you know what. It felt great, better than usual! So I wound up online in a chat site where I notoriously get hit on but sleazy people just looking for one thing. This is something that gets me feeling kindda bad about my dressing and about myself and makes me just want to stop. Well not tonight! I wound up chatting with probably the coolest person that I have ever met. A crossdresser just like me! There was no talk of sex or even any talk about dressing for that matter. We just really clicked and had a lot of fun talking to each other. I have never had that much fun online ever! So as I write this, I’m still dressed in my new things, feel GREAT, and can’t wait to connect again with my new friend. This has defiantly been the best night I have had in awhile! I’m sad that things have ended between my wife and I, but also am excited to explore myself more deeply and am looking forward to more great nights like tonight. Thanks for reading my rant (if you made it this far) I just needed to share my great mood. XX Patti.