Inna
09-13-2011, 01:21 PM
I must say, times...they are changin, and in my experience in a good way. It all has to do with being addressed called and looked upon as who I feel I always was but no one could see real me because of the barrier of my masculine flesh.
Until about 4 months ago I was addressed as sir and only sir. After start of HRT nearly 9 months ago I doubted my face could in fact change to the point of androgynous look because of very strong features and age, lets face it, a middle aged bloke.
And then it happened, first exquisite experience of being called Maam was both shocking and inspiring, it happenned about 4 months ago when shopping in the mall with my sis in Chicago. But soon after I went back to the all familiar sir may I this, may I that.
Lately though amongst May I help you sirs I am starting to get Honney, and it tastes sooo sweet.
I can see how individual who isn't sure will refrain from calling me sir as well as maam and resulting Honney is an indication, a sweet indication, of their in-puzzlement.
Androgyny is good and feels the right step on the road to femininity. A long way away but slowly becoming as real as unreal this dream once was.
Any one else in the same stage weather on the crossdressing or transsexual path??????????????????????????????????????????
Until about 4 months ago I was addressed as sir and only sir. After start of HRT nearly 9 months ago I doubted my face could in fact change to the point of androgynous look because of very strong features and age, lets face it, a middle aged bloke.
And then it happened, first exquisite experience of being called Maam was both shocking and inspiring, it happenned about 4 months ago when shopping in the mall with my sis in Chicago. But soon after I went back to the all familiar sir may I this, may I that.
Lately though amongst May I help you sirs I am starting to get Honney, and it tastes sooo sweet.
I can see how individual who isn't sure will refrain from calling me sir as well as maam and resulting Honney is an indication, a sweet indication, of their in-puzzlement.
Androgyny is good and feels the right step on the road to femininity. A long way away but slowly becoming as real as unreal this dream once was.
Any one else in the same stage weather on the crossdressing or transsexual path??????????????????????????????????????????