Jessica86
09-19-2011, 03:40 AM
I'm sitting here looking through different things in online stores. It has been a while since I've actually bought Jessica a new outfit. I'm thinking this because my weekend was pure crap. I promised myself when I make it through all the things I'm going through, I will buy Jessica some new outfits, and HER FIRST PURSE!!!!
My last day at work, I was offered a day shift job so I would no longer have to work nights. Bad part is it is a good drive away from here, and my supervisor will be an old supervisor I used to work for who was promoted and moved. I used to think we really didn't get along, until I was handed a letter from him, requesting I be transferred over to where he is....on day shift. So, I am thinking about that, and I get back to the office, where my current supervisor comes in (knowing nothing of the transfer) and tells me I have to WORK HALLOWEEN NIGHT!!! I looked at him, asking why, and I wish I hadn't. His wife is going in for surgery. She is a recovering cancer patient. Something last surgery went wrong, and they just couldn't risk it in one operation, so now is the time. Even worse, Halloween is her birthday. He assured me she will be fine, but wanted to take time off for the little ones. He has helped me through so much, and taught me a lot. It's the least I could do, so I agreed, and didn't try to pawn it off on anyone else or make excuses.
I have been looking forward to Halloween night ALL YEAR! It was going to be the perfect time to tell my best friend, brother, and I was thinking...maybe my family. My wife and I were going to go to a Halloween party, and I was going to get to go out in femme in public for the first time. My wife originally wasn't for me going out in public, but presented the idea of going for Halloween due to the acceptance level.
So I break the news to my wife, who tells me she will have her parents watch our son for last Friday night while we go out for a drive with Jessica. YES! Sounds like a wonderful evening, and she even says "Maybe I can give her a surprise when she comes home." So, I'm seriously thinking my fantasy was going to come true. Although, she is the kind of person...like me...who buys people things for random holidays just as gifts. So, I don't know if she was meaning a gift....or a GIFT! :daydreaming:
That.....gets cancelled too. Her parents cancel last minute, and our babysitter calls mid day while I'm sleeping for night shift.....and just quits without reason. She says she wanted to pursue a better job with more pay. I would be okay with that...if the babysitter wasn't my niece...and she brought him home. Just as I was getting to sleep after being awake for almost 24 hours too. I've done so much for her, and even gave her good money to watch him just for a few days out of the week. Then, I have to take care of our two year old son while I haven't slept in almost 24 hours, working 15 hours straight through the previous night. Then, I went in and worked another 13 that night right as my wife got home. So, Friday night went out the window. :sad:
I don't bring Jessica up to my wife. I let her bring her up, and say "Where's she been?" or something. I feel like it's a respect thing, because after all, she did marry a man. Sometimes, she gets fed up with me because of my male side doing something, and tells me to go get Jessica jokingly. It just hasn't happened in a while due to lots of things. Now, I'm about to box up Jessica's things to move into our new home with her, and I have a long week ahead. I guess I gotta just hang in there....but lots of disappointments. Jessica is gone for a minimum of two weeks, and I have the urge like no other right now! I can't wait to move. I really want to go out, but I am just leaving that to be mentioned by my wife again. Maybe I can say "Can we do something like we planned last Friday?" I don't know. She told me to find a purse because Jessica will need one to go out...and look right. So, the horizon is promissing, but I guess we will just have to see. If you really read all of this, I thank you. It's just at 300 AM in the morning, I have lots of time to think, since I have to stay awake on mornings off so I can sleep during the day...and go to work that night. Guess it's back to shopping for purses...who knew there would be so many I like!!!:heehee:
My last day at work, I was offered a day shift job so I would no longer have to work nights. Bad part is it is a good drive away from here, and my supervisor will be an old supervisor I used to work for who was promoted and moved. I used to think we really didn't get along, until I was handed a letter from him, requesting I be transferred over to where he is....on day shift. So, I am thinking about that, and I get back to the office, where my current supervisor comes in (knowing nothing of the transfer) and tells me I have to WORK HALLOWEEN NIGHT!!! I looked at him, asking why, and I wish I hadn't. His wife is going in for surgery. She is a recovering cancer patient. Something last surgery went wrong, and they just couldn't risk it in one operation, so now is the time. Even worse, Halloween is her birthday. He assured me she will be fine, but wanted to take time off for the little ones. He has helped me through so much, and taught me a lot. It's the least I could do, so I agreed, and didn't try to pawn it off on anyone else or make excuses.
I have been looking forward to Halloween night ALL YEAR! It was going to be the perfect time to tell my best friend, brother, and I was thinking...maybe my family. My wife and I were going to go to a Halloween party, and I was going to get to go out in femme in public for the first time. My wife originally wasn't for me going out in public, but presented the idea of going for Halloween due to the acceptance level.
So I break the news to my wife, who tells me she will have her parents watch our son for last Friday night while we go out for a drive with Jessica. YES! Sounds like a wonderful evening, and she even says "Maybe I can give her a surprise when she comes home." So, I'm seriously thinking my fantasy was going to come true. Although, she is the kind of person...like me...who buys people things for random holidays just as gifts. So, I don't know if she was meaning a gift....or a GIFT! :daydreaming:
That.....gets cancelled too. Her parents cancel last minute, and our babysitter calls mid day while I'm sleeping for night shift.....and just quits without reason. She says she wanted to pursue a better job with more pay. I would be okay with that...if the babysitter wasn't my niece...and she brought him home. Just as I was getting to sleep after being awake for almost 24 hours too. I've done so much for her, and even gave her good money to watch him just for a few days out of the week. Then, I have to take care of our two year old son while I haven't slept in almost 24 hours, working 15 hours straight through the previous night. Then, I went in and worked another 13 that night right as my wife got home. So, Friday night went out the window. :sad:
I don't bring Jessica up to my wife. I let her bring her up, and say "Where's she been?" or something. I feel like it's a respect thing, because after all, she did marry a man. Sometimes, she gets fed up with me because of my male side doing something, and tells me to go get Jessica jokingly. It just hasn't happened in a while due to lots of things. Now, I'm about to box up Jessica's things to move into our new home with her, and I have a long week ahead. I guess I gotta just hang in there....but lots of disappointments. Jessica is gone for a minimum of two weeks, and I have the urge like no other right now! I can't wait to move. I really want to go out, but I am just leaving that to be mentioned by my wife again. Maybe I can say "Can we do something like we planned last Friday?" I don't know. She told me to find a purse because Jessica will need one to go out...and look right. So, the horizon is promissing, but I guess we will just have to see. If you really read all of this, I thank you. It's just at 300 AM in the morning, I have lots of time to think, since I have to stay awake on mornings off so I can sleep during the day...and go to work that night. Guess it's back to shopping for purses...who knew there would be so many I like!!!:heehee: