tanyalynn51
09-21-2011, 01:35 PM
I talked about doing it in previous threads. I knew I had to go to my old therapist to settle some old issues, and then move on. I put together some things, and realized that she hadnt talked to my work, even just to get insurance info straight. What I had overheard at work was someone commenting on some wierd counselor I was supposed to be seeing. I now know where that came from. A coworker had dropped me off at the building my therapist is in after a meeting at work. I didnt think much about it, as there are numerous doctors and stuff there. What I didnt think about was that that same building contains a well known local Christian counselor, known for some really strange methods. Anyway, that all said, I wont be getting any rides there anymore, unless it's from my friend who knows about me. The session went well. It took a while to get caught up, but when we did, she did let me have it a little. She said it wasnt time to come back out of my shell to go just to where I had been before. She gave me some ideas job wise that are similar to what I have gotten from people here, and even some other options I hadnt thought of. She also said I had to tell someone else, for my own sake. Now, that's the hard one. I deal with danger everyday at work, working with the homeless. I have faced danger and death down more times than I count, but I am paralyzed by the thought of rejection by someone if I tell them. I told her this, but did say that I really wanted it deep down too, but it may take some time. Anyway, thanks for reading.