Paige Milano
09-28-2011, 01:42 PM
Hey all,
Well I decided to go to counselling a few weeks back, for a combination of problems including the main reason: Crossdressing, that were playing on my mind. I still find it hard to even talk about crossdressing with her, and I don't think see it changing. Can it? Do we all feel this way. However I have been coming to an acceptance of my urge to crossdress and it feels real good and exciting. I couldn't understand my urge to crossdress before but I have found its easier to accept it rather than try to block it because for myself it will never go away and I have come to a deeper understanding of it and that it is a tool for me relieve almighty stress and feel normal. Although the acceptance is great, it doesn't last long because someone comes along and brings up the issue of crossdressing or transgendered and everyone agrees its weird and they slag someone if they see someone in this bracket and everybody laughs and think its great. However this brings me right back to the start of the self hatred and wanting to stop and this has been going for a few weeks now. It may seem a silly question but is it possible to be 100% okay with yourself and your need to crossdress in the future and not be influenced by those around you. Is there girls on here that have come to this acceptance? I love the excitement I get from crossdressing now, I feel normal in the clothes but can you stop people making you feel guilty for this pleasure or is it a constant battle with yourself?? I would love to come to 100% acceptance. I know we are all different but the knowing that its possible will give me some reassurance.
Paige
Well I decided to go to counselling a few weeks back, for a combination of problems including the main reason: Crossdressing, that were playing on my mind. I still find it hard to even talk about crossdressing with her, and I don't think see it changing. Can it? Do we all feel this way. However I have been coming to an acceptance of my urge to crossdress and it feels real good and exciting. I couldn't understand my urge to crossdress before but I have found its easier to accept it rather than try to block it because for myself it will never go away and I have come to a deeper understanding of it and that it is a tool for me relieve almighty stress and feel normal. Although the acceptance is great, it doesn't last long because someone comes along and brings up the issue of crossdressing or transgendered and everyone agrees its weird and they slag someone if they see someone in this bracket and everybody laughs and think its great. However this brings me right back to the start of the self hatred and wanting to stop and this has been going for a few weeks now. It may seem a silly question but is it possible to be 100% okay with yourself and your need to crossdress in the future and not be influenced by those around you. Is there girls on here that have come to this acceptance? I love the excitement I get from crossdressing now, I feel normal in the clothes but can you stop people making you feel guilty for this pleasure or is it a constant battle with yourself?? I would love to come to 100% acceptance. I know we are all different but the knowing that its possible will give me some reassurance.
Paige