~Seana~
10-30-2011, 04:52 PM
So lots of upheaval in my life lately. The key part was my job was due to end as the company I worked for sent it to another country tommorrow actually.Then the added stress as extensions were offered I was stressed the last two months as none of them seemed to be for me.
It wasnt much of a job but it was mine, it paid lousy and they treated us like kindergärtners ( not a word of a lie we literally raised our hand to go to the bathroom). Because it wasnt much of a job I dressed how i felt comfortable. I hadent worn boy clothes in over 3 years in fact all that remained of my boy clothes were 5 dress shirts and two pair of dresspants that hung unused in my closet.
Still knowing where it ended i diligently looked for other work. Boy its a tough market there really isnt much out there. I was losing hope i would have a gap in my employment, and i support a family of five on my income.Then I struck gold, kind of.
I was made a decently paying offer by a good company . 3 weeks paid vacation and all the fixings. I started on tues. Now the good news is I had the good sense to apply as Sean. Its my legal name i used until about 12. And since Seana ( Pronounced Shawna)is my girl name I'm working towards joining the identities.
The thing is they have no idea I am TG . I am slowly feeling out the new workplace. I'm dressing male for the first time in years and I hate it. Its not me.
I cant screw this up. So I'm being careful. I can afford laser now,that's an improvement.I just have to stick to the plan and keep going
Seana
It wasnt much of a job but it was mine, it paid lousy and they treated us like kindergärtners ( not a word of a lie we literally raised our hand to go to the bathroom). Because it wasnt much of a job I dressed how i felt comfortable. I hadent worn boy clothes in over 3 years in fact all that remained of my boy clothes were 5 dress shirts and two pair of dresspants that hung unused in my closet.
Still knowing where it ended i diligently looked for other work. Boy its a tough market there really isnt much out there. I was losing hope i would have a gap in my employment, and i support a family of five on my income.Then I struck gold, kind of.
I was made a decently paying offer by a good company . 3 weeks paid vacation and all the fixings. I started on tues. Now the good news is I had the good sense to apply as Sean. Its my legal name i used until about 12. And since Seana ( Pronounced Shawna)is my girl name I'm working towards joining the identities.
The thing is they have no idea I am TG . I am slowly feeling out the new workplace. I'm dressing male for the first time in years and I hate it. Its not me.
I cant screw this up. So I'm being careful. I can afford laser now,that's an improvement.I just have to stick to the plan and keep going
Seana