grace52
11-03-2011, 06:46 AM
Wow just thinking about my life, I just turned 59 a month ago. I will have been married 41 yrs. the 7th. It's been a wonderful life thanks to my family,especialy my best friend,lover,and wife. My 1st encounter was at early age,6or7 found the feel of nylon fantastic,just horseing around. Later yrs. early teen was away to relieve myself (after a date), you know blue balls,the stiring of your testtosterone. I had to grow up quick ,or so i thought, married right out of school and baby on the way. Found my old draft card, boy i wish i still weighted 135 6,1tall, . No urge to dress , great sex , aways very masculine,was a guys guy,into hot rods,racing, guitars and an asshole to my wife. My life out of control drinking,make that excessive, a little smoke . My cd/ing was aroused again after reading a few mags like penthouse forum and suggesting to wife we try. Went really bad, she was discusted and i was reunited with the desires. I was like water and oil didn't work. We seperated for a while Ilived in my car for week or so while moved in with one of my freinds what a low i then made discisioun I was going to change my life ,quit drinking looked at people differently asked god to help me cause i can't do this on my own. Wife moved back, I reailized that the one person that ment the most to me I spent the least amount of time and concern for. Fastforward to 25 yrs. urge creeping back in, My best freind (wife) with a nightgown for christmas and said she would be fine with me wearing wow!!! She was fine with that as was i, cool. Never fully dressed untill recently, Old age sucks, menopause is really tough to go through for both,mood swings, lack of sex desires ,but love will over come all!! I thank God for giving me my wife and his amazing grace, I know this has been along post but the best is yet to come in later post. My you all know his amazing grace love to GRACE52 Got to get ready to go to work thanks again
excuse me for some miss wording , just wondering about others on their life travels and what we have learned. I have learned that i'am not perfect and i fail many times. I judge no one for I'am not wanting to judged. I love all of you you have helped me through the years reading your post.
excuse me for some miss wording , just wondering about others on their life travels and what we have learned. I have learned that i'am not perfect and i fail many times. I judge no one for I'am not wanting to judged. I love all of you you have helped me through the years reading your post.