Natalie Wood
11-12-2011, 01:38 PM
Well after a year of confiding in my wife and one of my customers, who is gay, I finally told my Mother yesterday that I cd. To my delight and surprise, she did not act shocked at all. It was all loving support and happiness that I am happy. We had a long afternoon chat. It was wonderful.
To MY shock, she revealed some things to me that lead me to wonder if this could possibly be a "genetic" thing. She revealed to me that my Father liked the way her panties felt when he tried them on (but who wouldn't lol), and although she wouldn't say exactly "what" out of respect for my Brother's privacy, she said that something happened years ago that made her suspect he was into something. Very vague but enough info for now. Plus, my Sister's daughter is most likely a boy in a girl's body, straight up.
I am not sure what to think or how to feel about this new info. Do I come from a long line of transgender ancestors??? Or rather, could everyone have transgender tendencies, large or small ones, and most people just bury the feelings down deep inside of themselves?
Finally, I found some sayings of Jesus very intriguing where he talks about us returning to our earlier state (Adam & Eve like) where there is no male or female, in order to enter his kingdom. To be more clear, I was reading that in the gospel of Thomas which is not included in the Bible. But rather discovered recently in the 1940s. It just makes you wonder about our make-up (not blush and mascara lol) as human beings. Doesn't it?
It was quite the liberating day yesterday! It reminded me of when I told my wife about a year ago. And if anyone is interested, it was difficult...but much much easier than when I told my wife. Maybe it gets easier with the more people that you have that talk with. It probably depends on the person and relationship too though. Stay beautiful girls, inside and out!
Peace & Love
To MY shock, she revealed some things to me that lead me to wonder if this could possibly be a "genetic" thing. She revealed to me that my Father liked the way her panties felt when he tried them on (but who wouldn't lol), and although she wouldn't say exactly "what" out of respect for my Brother's privacy, she said that something happened years ago that made her suspect he was into something. Very vague but enough info for now. Plus, my Sister's daughter is most likely a boy in a girl's body, straight up.
I am not sure what to think or how to feel about this new info. Do I come from a long line of transgender ancestors??? Or rather, could everyone have transgender tendencies, large or small ones, and most people just bury the feelings down deep inside of themselves?
Finally, I found some sayings of Jesus very intriguing where he talks about us returning to our earlier state (Adam & Eve like) where there is no male or female, in order to enter his kingdom. To be more clear, I was reading that in the gospel of Thomas which is not included in the Bible. But rather discovered recently in the 1940s. It just makes you wonder about our make-up (not blush and mascara lol) as human beings. Doesn't it?
It was quite the liberating day yesterday! It reminded me of when I told my wife about a year ago. And if anyone is interested, it was difficult...but much much easier than when I told my wife. Maybe it gets easier with the more people that you have that talk with. It probably depends on the person and relationship too though. Stay beautiful girls, inside and out!
Peace & Love