Had a GREAT night!

[Longing2be-Trisha]

After the wife left tonight I decided to go shopping at Kmart, and Walmart. Headed to Kmart first because they close at ten o'clock and it was nine when I left the house. Browsed through the plus size clothing found two tops, but was not brave enough to go to the changing room yet. Pick up a pair of thigh high nylons and two pairs of tights. Then went and looked at shoes none in my size. So I went to the make-up isle and got some mascara, eye shadow, blush, and concealer so I thought. Checked out and drove 20 minutes to Walmart and looked around there for an hour. Found 2 sport bras, denim skirt, and clutch. I was hoping for something nicer but it is a start.

Came home did my nails,m showered, and shaved everywhere. One blouse did not hang right, but the other one was fine. Tried the skirt it fit ok by could be a size smaller I think. Thought I bought the concealer but it was not in the bag.

Hugs

[Aprilrain]

Don't worry the skirt will shrink a bit in the wash and fit better. What is the concealer for? Beard shadow? Your better off with a thicker foundation. I recommend MAC studio tech, you will have to go to Macy's or the MAC store and have them find your color though. Make up is expensive but the good stuff is worth it!

[Longing2be-Trisha]

Well I did it first time out fully dressed, but no wig. Wore a hat to cover my head. Went to my therapist appointment. Oh what a rush of emotions, excitement, fear, joy, terror. I broke out in a sweat, an shakes as my heart raced with excilleration! It is almost like climaxing during sex, but way better!

Hugs

[Traci Elizabeth]

It is almost like climaxing during sex, but way better!

Hugs

Is dressing a sexual turn on for you?

[Melody Moore]

Oh what a rush of emotions, excitement, fear, joy, terror. I broke out in a sweat, an shakes
as my heart raced with excilleration! It is almost like climaxing during sex, but way better!

Wow! Getting dressed in women's clothes never did anything like this for me. I dressed as a girl as a child
as an experimental process in helping me to understand who I was. When I started dressing as a female
about 3 years ago again, it was because the clothes helped me to match the outside to the way I felt on
the inside. There has never been any feelings like you had that I have ever experienced. I am not sure if
other transsexual women felt the same way, but I would be interested to hear their feedback on this topic.

[Longing2be-Trisha]

Dressing is not a sexually turn on Traci, but a total joy of feeling really free to be myself! I was so Happy last night it took for ever to finally fall asleep 4:30 am got up at 8am. I was gone all day and as soon as I got home I practically ripped of my male clothes got cleaned up and dressed in my women's clothes to unwind. What a peaceful feeling being who I am, too who everyone expects me to be.

Hugs

[Longing2be-Trisha]

Wow! Getting dressed in women's clothes never did anything like this for me. I dressed as a girl as a child
as an experimental process in helping me to understand who I was. When I started dressing as a female
about 3 years ago again, it was because the clothes helped me to match the outside to the way I felt on
the inside. There has never been any feelings like you had that I have ever experienced. I am not sure if
other transsexual women felt the same way, but I would be interested to hear their feedback on this topic.

Hi Melody!

I kept Trisha so protected from everyone so not to get hurt, I literally went through life like there was a wall of bullet proof glass between me and the world. Looking through that wall was like you are there, but watching it second hand. The problem was that glass got dirtier and dirtier with each passing moment to the point you could not see out. Trisha's side was clean and the outside filthy, but no one to clean it. The violence toward myself and self destructive feelings got so bad. Trisha had to come out or the end would come oh too soon. Like a ballistic missile hitting that wall Trisha is finally out and every time she gets to experience the world as a woman the happier she becomes and the stronger she is. 43 years of living as society determined had to end and the beginning for Trisha. A little girl growing quickly trying everything out for the first time.

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