Angela2me
12-11-2011, 12:49 AM
Life would be so much easier without testosterone (for me).
It has been mentioned here before about the difference between CDing because you like the feel, fit, comfort and look of femme clothing or dressing being a sexual fetish.
I experience both. Most of the time I enjoy dressing without any sexual connection, I just like the styles, comfort and design of the clothing. But every so often the testosterone gives me a kick in the nether region and the dressing gains a sexual/arousal element. I hate it (sorry, I normally dont like the word 'hate').
I am not comfortable with a connection between my dressing and sexual arousal.
For medical reasons in the past I was taking cyproterone acetate as a testosterone block and it made life so much easier, but that would be a problem now for the relationship between me and my SO.
Sorry for my venting.
It has been mentioned here before about the difference between CDing because you like the feel, fit, comfort and look of femme clothing or dressing being a sexual fetish.
I experience both. Most of the time I enjoy dressing without any sexual connection, I just like the styles, comfort and design of the clothing. But every so often the testosterone gives me a kick in the nether region and the dressing gains a sexual/arousal element. I hate it (sorry, I normally dont like the word 'hate').
I am not comfortable with a connection between my dressing and sexual arousal.
For medical reasons in the past I was taking cyproterone acetate as a testosterone block and it made life so much easier, but that would be a problem now for the relationship between me and my SO.
Sorry for my venting.