unknown_raven
12-16-2011, 12:09 AM
well its been a while since i last came on the site and a lot has happened since i did.
for starters i spent the college holidays at my mothers this year, and since i don't have laptop of my own i had been borrowing hers. unfortunately for me after ordering a new bra online my mother intercepted the package. now since she was suppose to have been going away i had addressed it to be delivered to her address but under my fem name cause i didn't want people ruining my eBay rating, even though i had asked for it to be posted a few days later then when i had bought it, giving a random excuse, the seller had addressed it to me under my normal name followed by my fem name, and she posted it the day i payed instead of waiting.
now as any good mother would do, she questioned why i had it, being as crafty as i am and fast on my feet, i told her that i had ordered liquid latex from an adult site since it was cheaper and me and my friends needed it for a project. finally convinced i had got it by mistake, and believing i would return it, she went off on her holidays.
2 weeks later term time had ended and i returned to college and living with my dad, with in a few days of returning home my mother had gone through her laptops log files, which regrettably i had forgotten to delete, so basically she had seen every internet chat i had done as i worked out what was the best way to act and talk to people with out giving a way the fact im not really a girl. after yelling at me for what must have been an hour and telling me she had no trust in me, i was sick minded, i wasn't going to look after my younger cousins or sister any more blah blah blah (still dont understand why it would effect my abbility to babysit) she told me i was never aloud to go see her again.
so a little scared that she would tell my dad what she had found, i stashed all my fem stuff in my college locker, so glad i got one my first day, and after a week of laying low and making sure i was never home, i started to return to normal life and wearing my girly stuff when i could. during this time i had told one of my college friends, Jake, that i had been cross-dressing, and as i was expecting he was alright with it, since he was bi and did stuff like this himself, only his parents knew and didn't care, lucky devil, he took me out one night while i was dressed up to be a personal shield in case any one started to get to let just say "friendly", and i wll admit i had a good time.
X days later, i had gone out in fem and bought a new dress and took it home, the moment i got in the door i was up in my room trying it on, now unfortunately the only full length mirror in the house belongs to m stepmother. so am in my dads room and im looking my self over and i figured, i would take so photos, as you would, after taking several photos and deleting them as they where horrid, i put the camera down and went to get changed so i could go out for the evening with this girl i had recently met, after getting home at around midnight i find that my camera is on the kitchen counter, in a panic i rush to it and check though it to see whats on it hoping to god i hadn't left any evidence, seeing that there wasnt any i proceed to bed with out haste.
next morning im woke up by my dad, who wants to have a "chat", being the clever person he is and with him also remembering i used to wear my mothers clothes when i was young, he had summed up the idea that i had been wearing my step mothers clothes and taking photos of my self, but all he said to me was he knew what i had been doing and he wanted the truth out of me, so i told him i had been wearing my stepmothers clothes, and he was rather mad at me, and even stated that it was a good thing there wasnt any photos on the camera or my stepmother would have gone nuts.
Jaw drop, big idiot here stating he had been wearing his step mothers clothes rather then coming up with some excuse, so he asks me have i been stealing anything from her blah blah blah, i do as much damage control as i can from there, but to add more fuel to the fire he phones my mum to let her know.
after being forcefully removed from kitchen and thrown on to the street all cartoon style,i went and spent a few nights at my old friend Jake's.
after i was finally aloud to return home, i carried on doing every thing i had been doing up to this point, now with me writing down everything i do as i go along so i can cover up everything life went on pretty well.
after i finally finished college i went about looking for work, found my self a good job as a chef and i moved back in with my mother, after living from my bags for about a week, my mother told me she was going to clean my room so i wasn't living like a "hobo", now my instincts told me instantly, go hide your dresses and wig in your car, but being the lazy fool i am i decided to drop them to the bottom of my rucksack and put my xbox on top of them, next morning i tell her if she does clean my room she wasn't to touch my xbox or computer and that i would set them up so she didnt break them i went off to work. after coming home i find my computer and xbox are both set up, and my CD stuff is gone, swearing several times i ran around frantically raiding through the bins and such to try and recover what i could, after looking out of the window and seeing that a pile of bricks had gone missing from our yard i knew where she had thrown them, the junk yard.
dropping to my knees for my dramatic moment of screaming no to the sky my mother comes home and starts yelling at me once again.
now my story ends, its been 3 months now since that day, and every thing is now going smooth, but just as people start to relax and think that miss raven falls no long exists, i find my self once again sitting at my computer wearing a bre under my clothes and trying to find my self a new wig.
all i hope is, that this time im far more cleaver about how i go about hiding my second life.
for starters i spent the college holidays at my mothers this year, and since i don't have laptop of my own i had been borrowing hers. unfortunately for me after ordering a new bra online my mother intercepted the package. now since she was suppose to have been going away i had addressed it to be delivered to her address but under my fem name cause i didn't want people ruining my eBay rating, even though i had asked for it to be posted a few days later then when i had bought it, giving a random excuse, the seller had addressed it to me under my normal name followed by my fem name, and she posted it the day i payed instead of waiting.
now as any good mother would do, she questioned why i had it, being as crafty as i am and fast on my feet, i told her that i had ordered liquid latex from an adult site since it was cheaper and me and my friends needed it for a project. finally convinced i had got it by mistake, and believing i would return it, she went off on her holidays.
2 weeks later term time had ended and i returned to college and living with my dad, with in a few days of returning home my mother had gone through her laptops log files, which regrettably i had forgotten to delete, so basically she had seen every internet chat i had done as i worked out what was the best way to act and talk to people with out giving a way the fact im not really a girl. after yelling at me for what must have been an hour and telling me she had no trust in me, i was sick minded, i wasn't going to look after my younger cousins or sister any more blah blah blah (still dont understand why it would effect my abbility to babysit) she told me i was never aloud to go see her again.
so a little scared that she would tell my dad what she had found, i stashed all my fem stuff in my college locker, so glad i got one my first day, and after a week of laying low and making sure i was never home, i started to return to normal life and wearing my girly stuff when i could. during this time i had told one of my college friends, Jake, that i had been cross-dressing, and as i was expecting he was alright with it, since he was bi and did stuff like this himself, only his parents knew and didn't care, lucky devil, he took me out one night while i was dressed up to be a personal shield in case any one started to get to let just say "friendly", and i wll admit i had a good time.
X days later, i had gone out in fem and bought a new dress and took it home, the moment i got in the door i was up in my room trying it on, now unfortunately the only full length mirror in the house belongs to m stepmother. so am in my dads room and im looking my self over and i figured, i would take so photos, as you would, after taking several photos and deleting them as they where horrid, i put the camera down and went to get changed so i could go out for the evening with this girl i had recently met, after getting home at around midnight i find that my camera is on the kitchen counter, in a panic i rush to it and check though it to see whats on it hoping to god i hadn't left any evidence, seeing that there wasnt any i proceed to bed with out haste.
next morning im woke up by my dad, who wants to have a "chat", being the clever person he is and with him also remembering i used to wear my mothers clothes when i was young, he had summed up the idea that i had been wearing my step mothers clothes and taking photos of my self, but all he said to me was he knew what i had been doing and he wanted the truth out of me, so i told him i had been wearing my stepmothers clothes, and he was rather mad at me, and even stated that it was a good thing there wasnt any photos on the camera or my stepmother would have gone nuts.
Jaw drop, big idiot here stating he had been wearing his step mothers clothes rather then coming up with some excuse, so he asks me have i been stealing anything from her blah blah blah, i do as much damage control as i can from there, but to add more fuel to the fire he phones my mum to let her know.
after being forcefully removed from kitchen and thrown on to the street all cartoon style,i went and spent a few nights at my old friend Jake's.
after i was finally aloud to return home, i carried on doing every thing i had been doing up to this point, now with me writing down everything i do as i go along so i can cover up everything life went on pretty well.
after i finally finished college i went about looking for work, found my self a good job as a chef and i moved back in with my mother, after living from my bags for about a week, my mother told me she was going to clean my room so i wasn't living like a "hobo", now my instincts told me instantly, go hide your dresses and wig in your car, but being the lazy fool i am i decided to drop them to the bottom of my rucksack and put my xbox on top of them, next morning i tell her if she does clean my room she wasn't to touch my xbox or computer and that i would set them up so she didnt break them i went off to work. after coming home i find my computer and xbox are both set up, and my CD stuff is gone, swearing several times i ran around frantically raiding through the bins and such to try and recover what i could, after looking out of the window and seeing that a pile of bricks had gone missing from our yard i knew where she had thrown them, the junk yard.
dropping to my knees for my dramatic moment of screaming no to the sky my mother comes home and starts yelling at me once again.
now my story ends, its been 3 months now since that day, and every thing is now going smooth, but just as people start to relax and think that miss raven falls no long exists, i find my self once again sitting at my computer wearing a bre under my clothes and trying to find my self a new wig.
all i hope is, that this time im far more cleaver about how i go about hiding my second life.