coming back

[Megan_Renee]

How many of you girls have come back to this forum after deciding that you should be "more masculin."

do you find that you're more feminine everytime to come back?

[Wendy me]

well that purge thingy never have thanks to some awasume girls here that stopped it before i could go through with it ....god bless anyone that has been through it .... it freaked me out and i never did it .....

[ChrissyCrossedLegs]

About 4-5 years ago I used Zyban to quit smoking. This was sometime before all the scare stories emerged of poeple dieing whilst using it, or getting hooked on it... I was supposed to take it for 4 weeks, but at the end of week two I made a statement to the wife, "I know I will never smoke a cig again, ever". You can hear someone trying to quit smoking saying that can't you... and you trying not to laugh too loud, or make a funny comment.

Well I have purged my clothes since I left home and got my own flat. My worst purge came when I had the best wardrobe you can imagine. I had met Odette, she was 100% behind me, helped me shop etc etc, and you would have thought all was well... and in a way it was. Only addition to the above was that i had made leader in our church... no one put pressure on me.. only me... So, one niight - bonefire time... all of it. I can remember two basque's that we had, both satin, one red one black.. OMG they were goreous.
Not long after that I left the church all together, and it wasn't long till Sammy came out again.
Ode and I sat and had a long, long chat.. we decided on a plan that entailed me not breaking no matter what happened.
If Sammy stayed around from that day until the day I died then no worries, BUT, if the same feelings of guilt ever came upon me again, we were to get every item of clothing, stick them in bag ('SSS) (need a flippin fork lift now).. and Odette would store them somewhere. Never again was I to purge.
At the time this was a money thing for us, we couldn't afford it.
Five years on I am not sure we need that plan anymore. I have moved on you see.. there no longer is a feeling of guilt. The religious bit is not for here, but the old man himself could pop down in front of me now and tell me to start a fire and I'd tell him where to go.. just aint ever going to happen... and that's where we get back to where I started.
I know I will never purge again as much as I know I will never smoke again.. it just aint happening..
Hope this helps

[Deborah]

Well i've never purged and never have felt really masculine anyway since i started along time ago. So looking at the choices none of them apply to me. :(

[Teddie]

You needed to add a "I've never purged" choice to your picks. As I never have. Have I stopped dressing, yes. But, only for a short while. The clothes just get packed away.

[LindaTS]

I agree with Teddie. I've never purged, thank God, so I can't give an answer. I've never even slowed down since I was a little girl of 7 or 8.