JLynn17
01-24-2012, 12:09 PM
I sit back and think alot where am I classified, I always assumed cross-dresser as I wear and prefer female attire and i was born male. Now which female attire do I wear daily? My undershirt is usually bought in the female section, my over shirts are bought in the male department, (or ebay as I am a picky color picker and store just ugh I love to shop but come out with nothing in the end ALOT). Anyway, my male shirts are very feminine in color, i.e. the shirt I am wearing now is a hot pink nautica polo shirt. Jeans pretty standard male jeans, I do have a few female jeans i wear on "special" occasions, also I have a few pairs of pajama and sweat pants bought in the female section i occasionally wear out. Shoes, all male there, unless ya count my pink shoe laces and girly. I maybe own 2 pairs of male boxer shorts, but have heard a comment from one of my lady friends about how short they are. Other than those 2 pair, my under wear are boy-short panties, variety of all colors. Also on cold days I wear leggings. Socks, OMG, i have sooo many different colors (all bought in ladies section).
As For make-up daily I wear mascara, with a light eye-liner. A silvery glittery eye-shadow noticeable but yet somewhat subtle. Totally probably all in my head no one notices. As for the lips I wear a lip-gloss that has a definite shine to it. Special occasions I do powder my face and wear the eye make-up a little thicker.
As for the hair. All my life I have worn short hair, by short I mean I kept it shaved down with a 2, and got it cut every week ritually. It has been growing for 3 months now, and even at only a few inches, I've heard "wow your hair is getting so long". Which it is getting long and will be long as soon as it grows out at which time I plan to get it styled. Eyebrows are always well plucked with no strays a lil thin to be "manly". Facial hair, non existent. Body hair (everywhere), non existent.
Sexual orientation, I consider myself "very open" . Attraction to females is strongest for me. My behaviorism is more feminine as my "manly" friends jest with me on how I run, my pinky finger out when i drink, how I scream when suddenly surprised, how i point, and my limp wrists. The way I sit. Alot of other lil things but im sure you get the picture.
I have been on HRT now for few weeks, and am very pleased with the small subtle changes. Mainly the feel of my skin, and the hair removal process and results. The thing I'm happiest about is my inner upper-upper thigh area used to be most problematic, now pretty much non-existent. Also when I do shave, its Sooooo much smoother and stays that way for sooooo much longer. My hands are hmm i guess ya could say different, my veins do not protrude out and feel softer and ??fluffier?? I am starting to feel more emotional for sure. Also I feel like I can connect with people on a different level than before.
Now Back to the question of am I really even a cross-dresser? I am me proud to be me in every aspect of me, so what I bend the rules of society. I would not trade places with anyone. So far this has been about 3 months in the making of being whom I want to be. I'm not trying to hide who I am nor will I deny or be embarrassed of who I am. I am a proud Christian, and very loving, kind, polite, and helpful person. I feel so good after 3 months and am looking very forward to how my life will be in 3 more months and beyond.
So if you've made it this far thanks for reading as I woke up in a sharing and typing mood this morning have a wonderful day
*hugs*
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As For make-up daily I wear mascara, with a light eye-liner. A silvery glittery eye-shadow noticeable but yet somewhat subtle. Totally probably all in my head no one notices. As for the lips I wear a lip-gloss that has a definite shine to it. Special occasions I do powder my face and wear the eye make-up a little thicker.
As for the hair. All my life I have worn short hair, by short I mean I kept it shaved down with a 2, and got it cut every week ritually. It has been growing for 3 months now, and even at only a few inches, I've heard "wow your hair is getting so long". Which it is getting long and will be long as soon as it grows out at which time I plan to get it styled. Eyebrows are always well plucked with no strays a lil thin to be "manly". Facial hair, non existent. Body hair (everywhere), non existent.
Sexual orientation, I consider myself "very open" . Attraction to females is strongest for me. My behaviorism is more feminine as my "manly" friends jest with me on how I run, my pinky finger out when i drink, how I scream when suddenly surprised, how i point, and my limp wrists. The way I sit. Alot of other lil things but im sure you get the picture.
I have been on HRT now for few weeks, and am very pleased with the small subtle changes. Mainly the feel of my skin, and the hair removal process and results. The thing I'm happiest about is my inner upper-upper thigh area used to be most problematic, now pretty much non-existent. Also when I do shave, its Sooooo much smoother and stays that way for sooooo much longer. My hands are hmm i guess ya could say different, my veins do not protrude out and feel softer and ??fluffier?? I am starting to feel more emotional for sure. Also I feel like I can connect with people on a different level than before.
Now Back to the question of am I really even a cross-dresser? I am me proud to be me in every aspect of me, so what I bend the rules of society. I would not trade places with anyone. So far this has been about 3 months in the making of being whom I want to be. I'm not trying to hide who I am nor will I deny or be embarrassed of who I am. I am a proud Christian, and very loving, kind, polite, and helpful person. I feel so good after 3 months and am looking very forward to how my life will be in 3 more months and beyond.
So if you've made it this far thanks for reading as I woke up in a sharing and typing mood this morning have a wonderful day
*hugs*
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