Myojine
03-13-2012, 06:23 AM
this thread might get rather , and i mean REALLY personal, but id like to ask anyways. Please bear with me.
So a question that has popped up into my head
a bit of story telling first.
Im in a new relationship, with another MtF. and were having a blast! She makes my day, she's my esctasy, and the love of my life that ive been wanting for soo long...
and well... needless to say weve gotten rather sexual a few times. :daydreaming:
And this whole thing got me wondering
How do you or did you orgasm? i mean...
How did you sound? React?
to my own delight i discovered while being with her, i cant hold anything back and.. well i make highpitched squeeks, squeals, and (moans?) whatever its called, at first i was super embarassed, but she loves it so...
Now i have questions, WHY do i sound so feminate, i mean all inhibitions gone... the sounds i make would definately not be made by any proud and loud man that i know.
Hell i even got the nerve to record myself oneday and eheh how awkward....
enough about sounds...
what about positions and movements?
Ive noticed, a completely uncontrolable need to spread my legs appart as wide as i can.
Mygirlfriend however... doesnt.
I wonder why...
How about intensisty? before starting estrogen my orgasms were.. ok? kinda Meh, kinda disappoiting really, but now... after 4 months on estrogen....... WOOOOW the intensity is sooo... its almost unbearable!
now, i can... orgasm and keep touching then all of the sudden i shake, moan loudly and literally "safeguard" the area and just freeze so nothing can stimulate me. i breath so hard that i might as well be hyperventalating... is that normal? D:
for me this is quite intresting territory to embark into, i mean ive never been sexually active with another person ever in my entire life.
sorry if this got too personal, just curiosity killing the cat here.
So a question that has popped up into my head
a bit of story telling first.
Im in a new relationship, with another MtF. and were having a blast! She makes my day, she's my esctasy, and the love of my life that ive been wanting for soo long...
and well... needless to say weve gotten rather sexual a few times. :daydreaming:
And this whole thing got me wondering
How do you or did you orgasm? i mean...
How did you sound? React?
to my own delight i discovered while being with her, i cant hold anything back and.. well i make highpitched squeeks, squeals, and (moans?) whatever its called, at first i was super embarassed, but she loves it so...
Now i have questions, WHY do i sound so feminate, i mean all inhibitions gone... the sounds i make would definately not be made by any proud and loud man that i know.
Hell i even got the nerve to record myself oneday and eheh how awkward....
enough about sounds...
what about positions and movements?
Ive noticed, a completely uncontrolable need to spread my legs appart as wide as i can.
Mygirlfriend however... doesnt.
I wonder why...
How about intensisty? before starting estrogen my orgasms were.. ok? kinda Meh, kinda disappoiting really, but now... after 4 months on estrogen....... WOOOOW the intensity is sooo... its almost unbearable!
now, i can... orgasm and keep touching then all of the sudden i shake, moan loudly and literally "safeguard" the area and just freeze so nothing can stimulate me. i breath so hard that i might as well be hyperventalating... is that normal? D:
for me this is quite intresting territory to embark into, i mean ive never been sexually active with another person ever in my entire life.
sorry if this got too personal, just curiosity killing the cat here.