I'll never hide what is so proundly who I am!

[Sarah5]

Over the last 6 months I have felt increasingly unable to explore my crossdressing with my wife. She has known of it since prior to getting married and always accepted it. I often dress during our itimate times together and she thought it is the only thing that excites me but that is not at all the case.

I felt I could no loger explore this side of me that makes me more gentle, cmore loving and compassionate. Inside it was killing me as I have dressed since a very young child and it is a part of me that will never go away.

We talked today as I had seen this incredible blouse I so desperatly wanted to get and I stated to her I feel as though after 20 years I now have to go into hiding with this and she said "your an idiot"...lol...and reaffirmed to me that she fully accepts my feminine side and is happy for me to continue to express myself in this way. She even suggested a weekend away alone andsaid feel free to stay dressed once in the hotel room overnight.

So I am thrilled of course and only wish I wasnt so masculine in general and could really look like a girl. It would be a dream come true to look like so many on thissiteI have seen but am happy to feel like one either way...:)

Happy dressing to all!!

[Cynthia Anne]

Sarah you have a very nice story here! Being proud of who you are is so important! It helps one to grow into a happy person and with your loving wife you should have a very rewarding future! A song I love is called ''I take a lot of pride in who I am!''! So stay happy! You deserve it! Hugs!

[mbmeen12]

Buy your SO some roses and then a day at a spa. She deserves it and then continue to talk and share life together. U are a very lucky CD lady!!!!!!!!!!!

[KimberlyJean]

Honestly if there was one thing I could go back and do over it would be to take the sex part of it out of the dressing. If I can ever get my wife back on board (we are in a hostile don't ask don't tell) there will be a line, my wife is straight and I won't ask her to have sex with Kimberly.

[Renee W]

You have a very understanding and supportive SO, treasure her.

Maybe you are just going through a mini-phase that I went through a month ago. I purposely cut back on my dressing because I thought that I was presenting in Renee mode too often around the house and that I was denying my wife her guy husband. After a week of cutting back, my wife noticed and questioned why Renee had not been around that much. I told her, and she said don't worry about, just do what makes you happy.