View Full Version : I've never been happier
Simply Joslyn
05-23-2012, 08:41 PM
ok well I'm too far from transitioning in anyway but that hasn't stopped me from knowing love for myself. Ok well I've had a few glasses of wine in me, but its today in general that has made me happy, I finally accept myself for the lady I know I am, I've been talking to a guy who actually accepts who I am and for the first time in my life I feel like kissing him, now that I have accepted myself my skin has begun to clear and my anxiety has lessened I have all the time in the world and it finally seems I can control it, I don't where I'm going with this but I just wanted to post about how lovely I feel, I know I have many hardships ahead but I feel ready to face them and live my life.
Andie Elisabeth
05-24-2012, 12:37 AM
:hugs::bighug2::love:
muzzy
05-24-2012, 12:50 AM
well,if you feel like kissing him,just do it,I'm sure he'll enjoy it....I know I would xoxo
Julia_in_Pa
05-24-2012, 07:09 AM
Josyln,
Using phrases like " I'm too far from transitioning in anyway " will always ring true due to you subconsciously believing exactly that.
Transition whereas it's complex in it's structure and requirements is actually one of the simplest things you will ever do in your life.
In transition your mind Josyln is your biggest enemy whereas your heart is your biggest asset.
Don't listen to what your brain is telling you concerning the "what if's" and the " but's" that creep into your conscious mind.
The clock ticks on your young life as you wait for a better time to start transition.
Do not delay. Push forward. Set a date to be full time and stick to it.
The time for celebration is when the job is done.
Keep moving forward Joslyn.
As far as men are concerned good luck with that. You'll understand this all too soon.
Julia
Jorja
05-24-2012, 08:00 AM
If transitioning is really something you need to do in your life, do it. Don't wait another second. Do not listen to that little voice that pops in and says, "are you sure?" "What if .......?" You are young and you will recieve the most benefit from transition now. I was 23 when I transitioned and got favorable results but five years could have made things much better. Ten years could have made all the difference in the world. To have been able to transition at 9 or 10 could have completely cemented the deal. If this is truely what you need the only way to do it is to move forward.
Jennifer Marie P.
05-25-2012, 06:26 AM
If you want to transition do it now and enjoy the person that really is inside you.
Aprilrain
05-25-2012, 06:41 AM
I suggest waiting till your old and wrinkly.............just kiddin! : P
Simply Joslyn
05-25-2012, 03:40 PM
I wish for nothing more than to not have to wait, but I decided to not let my parents into my new life, I was beat as a child and now that I'm older and have the power to toss them strait to florida from here they're jerks every chance they get. So until about a year from now when I pay off my school bills I can't do anything and its killing me but I've lived this long as such and need to fight through like usual.
Linda Z
05-25-2012, 08:13 PM
have fun! life is short.
Erika_girliegirl
05-29-2012, 08:48 PM
Hope you still get that kiss!!! I want updates!!!! I would die for the chance to kiss a boy while dressed
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