Actually ordered

[Erina]

Now I feel like telling the girls that I work with. I love the idea of being seen in a different light.
Wish that it popped up an appropriate moment, but it wont. So I guess I am not going to anyway.
It feels like if I never really cross dressed since I almost never wear femme clothing. The last time was years ago in a photo shop experiment. Its rather big for me that I actually ordered a wig, some makeup and a corset. I have been told that I am thin, but male fat is stored on the stomach.
At first when I ordered, it felt like a bad idea since its like if I am waiting for a disappointment. But I just try not to think about the items coming. Didn't have money for breast forms.
I often lay down on my bed listening to music, that's what I am looking forward doing when the items arrive. I also got a big roll of duct tape that I use for practicing tucking and cleavage on.

By the way, I love this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfo-8z86x80

I am still feeling school tired since I am working this summer. I don't really like being at home. My sister advised me to go abroad and learn a new language. Considering it.

Hugs friends!:)

[kimdl93]

First, take you're sisters advice. It's a great idea.

Now to the main topic. Congratulations on your first wi, make upand corset. What a great starting point towards building a wardrobe, learning make up skills and sculpting your figure. Now scrounge around foursome affordable outfits...try Goodwill for starters. Maybe the next thing to doishave a very private conversation with your sister. With her help you can make huge strides, and have the greater benefit of a trustworthy confidante.

[reb.femme]

My sister advised me to go abroad and learn a new language.

You don't seem too bad at English! Oletko sina suomalainen eli ruotsalainen?
Absolute first year Finnish language student many years ago.

Got to get those forms, best feeling in the world :o

Rebecca x

[BobbieBrooks]

Oh, it is just buyers remorse. Once you try everything on and look in the mirror it will be worth it. As you are working, save a little and put toward the forms. Enjoy your youth!!!

[Cynthia Anne]

Don't worry about the girls at work just yet! Wait 'til you get the wig and makeup and try it! I have a feeling you're gonna love yourself! Have fun!

[Soccer21]

good for you! keep it up!