Anne2345
07-22-2012, 09:04 PM
You know what? I want to say f**k all of y’all to each and every last one of you, and I want to be done with it all, leave, say goodbye, and put all of this behind me as if it never happened!!
Except that I am not going to say or do that. But if I did say it, believe me, my words would have nothing to do with any of you, or the truth of it all. The fact of the matter is that I love all of you. You all have propped me up, provided me with friendship, and offered me a second home.
So what am I trying to really say? What’s this all about? What’s wrong with me this time?
For once, there’s an easy answer to my madness and insanity. And for once, I do not need to write a million words to express myself to the forum. Two words are enough. Two words suffice. Two words are where it’s at. Two words, and two words only. F**k me.
It’s funny, because the second that I believe it is all getting easier for a change – BAM!!! Reality check!!! Nope!!! I can see the transcript in my head as I type while on the stand under cross-examination:
“You thought you could breathe comfortably, Anne? You thought you could sit back, appreciate life, take in the wonderful, beautiful magic of the world for a change? Really? You actually thought that??!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Consider this a wake-up call, Anne! And please spare me the tears!!! Real men don’t cry! Oh yeah, I almost forgot . . . . there ain’t no real man IN you! BWAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!”
So whatever. I need only just three words for this one. And it's equally as easy as the two words that preceded this thought. Just three words, and three words only. Here they are:
This. Sh!t. Sucks!!!!
But do not worry about the remainder of this post, because I am not going to ask the “why” question. I am not going to rail against society. I am not going to rail against the unfairness of it all. I am not even going to rail against the travesty and injustice of being born wrong. I am not going to do any of this, because there is nothing more I can say on these things that you all do not already know about me, or yourselves.
So what hell? That leaves me with the previously aforementioned two words I referred to above (do you like all of the redundancy within this sentence so far?)
Btw, in case it was not self-evident on its face, this post is a rant. A complete, total, personal rant. No response necessary, no response sought, no response expected. I would apologize for my words, this post, and everything I have put forth herein. I would apologize for it, except that I’m not going to . . . .
Except that I am not going to say or do that. But if I did say it, believe me, my words would have nothing to do with any of you, or the truth of it all. The fact of the matter is that I love all of you. You all have propped me up, provided me with friendship, and offered me a second home.
So what am I trying to really say? What’s this all about? What’s wrong with me this time?
For once, there’s an easy answer to my madness and insanity. And for once, I do not need to write a million words to express myself to the forum. Two words are enough. Two words suffice. Two words are where it’s at. Two words, and two words only. F**k me.
It’s funny, because the second that I believe it is all getting easier for a change – BAM!!! Reality check!!! Nope!!! I can see the transcript in my head as I type while on the stand under cross-examination:
“You thought you could breathe comfortably, Anne? You thought you could sit back, appreciate life, take in the wonderful, beautiful magic of the world for a change? Really? You actually thought that??!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Consider this a wake-up call, Anne! And please spare me the tears!!! Real men don’t cry! Oh yeah, I almost forgot . . . . there ain’t no real man IN you! BWAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!”
So whatever. I need only just three words for this one. And it's equally as easy as the two words that preceded this thought. Just three words, and three words only. Here they are:
This. Sh!t. Sucks!!!!
But do not worry about the remainder of this post, because I am not going to ask the “why” question. I am not going to rail against society. I am not going to rail against the unfairness of it all. I am not even going to rail against the travesty and injustice of being born wrong. I am not going to do any of this, because there is nothing more I can say on these things that you all do not already know about me, or yourselves.
So what hell? That leaves me with the previously aforementioned two words I referred to above (do you like all of the redundancy within this sentence so far?)
Btw, in case it was not self-evident on its face, this post is a rant. A complete, total, personal rant. No response necessary, no response sought, no response expected. I would apologize for my words, this post, and everything I have put forth herein. I would apologize for it, except that I’m not going to . . . .