Pythos
07-25-2012, 01:18 PM
This is in response to one of the new gripes my now ex had concerning my style. She wanted me to dress more "masculine". This was a shock to me considering she got interested in me, and had only seen me in feminine styles for the first two months she knew I existed. At first she thought I was a girl, then when she discovered that I was male (very quickly), she was even more intrigued, and soon we were dating.
For the first two months she had not seen me in anything "masculine". Then when I took her flying that is when she saw me in "normal" male attire, and she said she did not like me in it.
Fast forward a few months, and all of a sudden she wants me to dress more "masculine", more like she wanted a balance in my styles. A split more like. One week feminine, the other week masculine.
I did this, but my male styles are so limited, whereas my "feminine" ones are so varied. I kinda fell back into mostly fem styles.
In our last talk she once again stated how she wanted a balance, and showed me examples of what she was wanting. The styles she showed me were very much to my liking. But I would prefer skirts or leggings opposed to the leather loose pants. I did not like how those looked.
She did seem more focussed on the upper parts of the outfits, and the boots (which I have).
What upsets me about this is I never once told her I did not like her going out with me with her black metal makeup designs, or her basic outfits. I frankly liked those. The one time I asked her to tone the makeup down was when I introduced her to my mother. That was it.
Well anyway. It just pisses me off how people feel they can dictate or demand how someone chooses to dress.
I feel more myself when in what I like to wear. I feel uncomfortable wearing that which others tell me to.
Anyone else feel like this?
For the first two months she had not seen me in anything "masculine". Then when I took her flying that is when she saw me in "normal" male attire, and she said she did not like me in it.
Fast forward a few months, and all of a sudden she wants me to dress more "masculine", more like she wanted a balance in my styles. A split more like. One week feminine, the other week masculine.
I did this, but my male styles are so limited, whereas my "feminine" ones are so varied. I kinda fell back into mostly fem styles.
In our last talk she once again stated how she wanted a balance, and showed me examples of what she was wanting. The styles she showed me were very much to my liking. But I would prefer skirts or leggings opposed to the leather loose pants. I did not like how those looked.
She did seem more focussed on the upper parts of the outfits, and the boots (which I have).
What upsets me about this is I never once told her I did not like her going out with me with her black metal makeup designs, or her basic outfits. I frankly liked those. The one time I asked her to tone the makeup down was when I introduced her to my mother. That was it.
Well anyway. It just pisses me off how people feel they can dictate or demand how someone chooses to dress.
I feel more myself when in what I like to wear. I feel uncomfortable wearing that which others tell me to.
Anyone else feel like this?