Amy Fakley
08-05-2012, 05:31 PM
Like many of you, I'm in the closet. On average my family goes away to visit relatives, about 4 times a year where I'm not able to go with, because of my job. On the plus side, I'm a telecommuter.
I'm sure I don't have to tell you ladies, that this means I'm damn near full time for a week or two about 4 times a year (you know, unless I need to leave the house, LOL).
Presently I'm at the beginning of one of these periodic "vacations from man-town", and it is ... as always ... complete bliss. I'm at that stage now, where I begin to expect to see Fakely in the mirror instead of my dude persona, and it feels so, so right. :daydreaming:
If I had my way, I'd live this way all the time, but of course ... I made other commitments in my life, and I'm cool with staying in the closet for the time being, but these wonderful weeks always have to come to an end.
After its all over, usually within about 5 or 6 days, I get depressed ... like not just depressed but with italics for emphasis, LOL. It's horrible. I can't look at myself in a mirror without seeing Fakely staring out from behind my dude face, and it sort of just breaks my heart a little.
Though I'm so happy right now, and will be this whole week probably ... I know it's coming ... the pink fog hangover, and I'm dreading it already.
I'm sure I can't be the only one here who gets this way.
Anyone have any hangover remedies?
I'm sure I don't have to tell you ladies, that this means I'm damn near full time for a week or two about 4 times a year (you know, unless I need to leave the house, LOL).
Presently I'm at the beginning of one of these periodic "vacations from man-town", and it is ... as always ... complete bliss. I'm at that stage now, where I begin to expect to see Fakely in the mirror instead of my dude persona, and it feels so, so right. :daydreaming:
If I had my way, I'd live this way all the time, but of course ... I made other commitments in my life, and I'm cool with staying in the closet for the time being, but these wonderful weeks always have to come to an end.
After its all over, usually within about 5 or 6 days, I get depressed ... like not just depressed but with italics for emphasis, LOL. It's horrible. I can't look at myself in a mirror without seeing Fakely staring out from behind my dude face, and it sort of just breaks my heart a little.
Though I'm so happy right now, and will be this whole week probably ... I know it's coming ... the pink fog hangover, and I'm dreading it already.
I'm sure I can't be the only one here who gets this way.
Anyone have any hangover remedies?