KittyMuffin
11-20-2005, 08:36 PM
I recently came out to my mother about my issue of wanting to be a girl. She took it well; did not like it, but accepted it. But my dad still does not know and my mom said we should not tell because he would be too hurt by it.
I have always been doing fun things with my mom like grocery shopping, baking, cleaning, etc. I love doing the traditional "girly" stuff. I am worried that my dad may be getting an idea. My mom tells me that he questions whether or not I am gay because I like working in the kitchen.
Last week I was glancing at some nice blouses that were hanging on the door knob and my dad is like "you wouldn't look good in that." So now I'm kind of nervous because I wonder if he knows. Maybe he saw my collection in my closet? I doubt it because I have so much junk in my room he can't get through (physical disability) but I have my concerns.
Nothing was said when I naired myself but I am sure he noticed. The first few days after using it I only wore long sleeves but then I was like screw it and wore short sleeves. Conversely, I don't even own a pair of shorts. Just pants and skirts.
I feel as though I am a woman trapped in a male body. I should say that I am ok with it and that is is not causing me any problems other than the worries regarding social acceptance. But that is why I have kept it to myself (and other internet sites where people don't know who I really am :biggrin: ). I beleive that everyone has to be happy with who they are, and I graciously accept myself.
I do have to say I feel good about telling my mom because now it's like the cat's out of the bag and I don't need to hide as much any more. Well I guess I'm not looking for any advice. I'm just wondering if anyone else has gone through this and what they would do?
I have always been doing fun things with my mom like grocery shopping, baking, cleaning, etc. I love doing the traditional "girly" stuff. I am worried that my dad may be getting an idea. My mom tells me that he questions whether or not I am gay because I like working in the kitchen.
Last week I was glancing at some nice blouses that were hanging on the door knob and my dad is like "you wouldn't look good in that." So now I'm kind of nervous because I wonder if he knows. Maybe he saw my collection in my closet? I doubt it because I have so much junk in my room he can't get through (physical disability) but I have my concerns.
Nothing was said when I naired myself but I am sure he noticed. The first few days after using it I only wore long sleeves but then I was like screw it and wore short sleeves. Conversely, I don't even own a pair of shorts. Just pants and skirts.
I feel as though I am a woman trapped in a male body. I should say that I am ok with it and that is is not causing me any problems other than the worries regarding social acceptance. But that is why I have kept it to myself (and other internet sites where people don't know who I really am :biggrin: ). I beleive that everyone has to be happy with who they are, and I graciously accept myself.
I do have to say I feel good about telling my mom because now it's like the cat's out of the bag and I don't need to hide as much any more. Well I guess I'm not looking for any advice. I'm just wondering if anyone else has gone through this and what they would do?