EllenJo
09-14-2012, 04:30 PM
I had a rare opportunity today to embrace EllenJo for about 6 hours. My Sister in Law took my wife to her doctors appointments and out to lunch so I had the house to myself. Normally I would have done everything possible to present EllenJo as female as possible but went a slightly different route instead. I had recently purchased a 44A bra from Heroom. I normally wear a 44C for a balanced look even though I know I am not passable. Today I dressed very simply, new bra which fit me well, appropriate underwear including half slip, A line skirt with blouse, minimal make up and short wig.
The point that I am leading up to is that I did not really try to present as a female but really relaxed and enjoyed just the very natural feeling of being feminine. I enjoyed my time doing some house work, preparing some things for dinner and then relaxing with a glass of wine and a romance novel. I avoided all mirrors, did not worry about the hair on my legs, or even if my beard was showing through. I felt like myself in a very natural way. I was every bit EllenJo even though I'm sure that I looked ridiculous, I just did not care. The weight of the world was not on my shoulders and I had not spent most of my limited time tweaking my appearance. I know that I was not sexy, just a very normal feeling female doing very normal female things.
EllenJo
The point that I am leading up to is that I did not really try to present as a female but really relaxed and enjoyed just the very natural feeling of being feminine. I enjoyed my time doing some house work, preparing some things for dinner and then relaxing with a glass of wine and a romance novel. I avoided all mirrors, did not worry about the hair on my legs, or even if my beard was showing through. I felt like myself in a very natural way. I was every bit EllenJo even though I'm sure that I looked ridiculous, I just did not care. The weight of the world was not on my shoulders and I had not spent most of my limited time tweaking my appearance. I know that I was not sexy, just a very normal feeling female doing very normal female things.
EllenJo