The Funny Thing Is....

[CuriousCurious]

So ladies, I was sitting here. Ive havent been out in some time now as a gurl. I fell into it, love it, and most days since then, I cant stop thinking about it. I frequent this site on a regular basis and love reading things from everyones posts on here. I want so much to go out again and the funny thing about all of this is that this desire isnt a even a secret anymore to anyone. Maybe it pisses some people off but its me. So whats holding me back?

[heatherdress]

Maybe family, spouse, children, friends, roommate job, image, guilt, beliefs, work, discovery, money? Not knowing you circumstances, maybe you do just need our encouragement. Plan an activity, go out, have fun.

[Beverley Sims]

Think of reasons that make you cautious.
Some are not valid.
Family, friends and surroundings all need to be taken into account.

[CuriousCurious]

Actually, Ive been out several times. As a girl and as me to gay bars here in Vegas. I just feel like Im denying myself for reasons Im not even sure are valid. This town doesnt help it neither. LOL...Every visit to the strip or fremont or a casino is like seeing tons of hottie girls in dresses and heels Id like to wearing. It sucks! I guess its not coming to terms with it I suppose and how much it has become a part of me and my sexuality. Five years in and Im still not used to the fact that I love being a girl!!!!!!

[daarleane]

As strange as it sounds, I think you haven't accepted yourself yet. the more you dress, the more it becomes natural to do so. With this comes self confidence. However total acceptance of yourself is just something you have to arrive at in your own time.

[kimdl93]

Good question. AS heather said, above, it seems its your own reservations that are holding you back.