jsunic_1978
10-18-2012, 12:47 AM
Hi, lately I have had some great experiences with people but part of me still naws at me that I have something to prove, how tough I am, a wise ass comment for everything, when just given random harmless jokes, i give a history lesson and FLOPHOUSE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING. People that see me regular know I dress and WANT TO ACCEPT ME the dressing isnt an issue. People just dont know what personaliaty thell see next. I go to like minded rainbow tolerant places, but yet, I still think I have something to prove. Im loosing friends as I think I came to terms with my self, but in reality, I hide behind the phlosphy, my own knowledge and an answer for everything. Maybe im just bi polar if i was or not a dresser? how do the rest of you deal with feelings of inaquadecy? People really do want to be cool and get to know us better and the people that know us best is still a shock, but they haven't turned their backs. The problem really is me, not because of who I am. Thanks for reading.