Inna
10-21-2012, 02:13 PM
Not a thought which had crossed my mind since conscious start of transition. As I remember way back in the past life, such occasion was always filled with playing characters quite engagingly and convincingly. No, I never resorted to be portraying a girl of any sort, way too close home, but being someone else came easy and I would get lost in the character so much that I always won the characterization criteria. I was a heck of an actor, lol, little did everyone know how much of an actor I really was, and even though during Halloween I portrayed characters in their farce and comedic character, I was a master of epic tragedy the rest of the year.
So when the invitation to Halloween pre-party materialized, I was at loss, I don't want to be someone else, in fact I am not secure yet in being my self, so such proposal was rather unsettling. My great friend encouraged me though and since I wanted to be part of the celebration I took the plunge. But instead, we settled for gentle and mild interpretation of character portrayal, and decided we will go for a CowGirl presentation.
I embraced the idea and so we went to experience my first Halloween of a new era.
I wonder how do you approach Halloween party idea, is it in any measure so unsettling and scary as well?????
So when the invitation to Halloween pre-party materialized, I was at loss, I don't want to be someone else, in fact I am not secure yet in being my self, so such proposal was rather unsettling. My great friend encouraged me though and since I wanted to be part of the celebration I took the plunge. But instead, we settled for gentle and mild interpretation of character portrayal, and decided we will go for a CowGirl presentation.
I embraced the idea and so we went to experience my first Halloween of a new era.
I wonder how do you approach Halloween party idea, is it in any measure so unsettling and scary as well?????