Trying to find answers and peace

[SunnyBlu]

I was 13 when I dressed in girl clothes that were given to me by an a man that gave me a ride while I was hitch hiking. (another story). After that encounter I didn't do it until I was in my 20s. I kept it to myself until a few years ago, then a friend of mine made love to me and I told him about it. I started buying lingerie and dressing for him. Well he moved away and I really don't have the courage to go out looking for someone plus I have a family.
Talking about being freaked out and scared, I am.
I do hope I can find out how to go with this.

[elizabeth_sonya]

SunnyBlu it is very scary. I have someone but it is very difficult for her. It makes me feel abnormal and tense when I dress in front of her. But I know that feeling and looking like a woman is normal for me. It is who I am. Society doesn't accept it as normal but it is normal for me.

[Kate Simmons]

The folks here are willing to help you with any questions you may have Hon.:)