~Joanne~
10-26-2012, 10:20 AM
I am glad it's almost over too. It's been a long one that has made some changes in my life as I came out to my GF on Tuesday. I made a longer post about this in the private GM board but the readers digest of it goes like this:
Joanne makes mistake, Joanne gets pulled over enfemme, Joanne gets off but scoped out well by cop, Joanne panics and Joanne tells GF.
How's that for the digest? lol
Looking back at the beginning of the week it was really scary. Probably the most scared I have ever been in my life but looking back I am sort of happy it happened. I have pondered and pondered on a way to come "out" to my GF it seems forever and this was the moment.
I do NOT suggest going this route in any way, shape, or form but in the end what I thought was the end of my world turned into the beginning of a new side of it.
The talk didn't even need to take place as everything turned out but for some reason I felt "now is the time". As I have told everyone many times, she already kind of knew to begin with. I openly wear hose all the time, she knew I had heels, skirts and other articles as she was there when I bought them, she just didn't know how far down the rabbit hole I was
She was accepting and had very little problem with it (to date anyways and I am NOT pushing things) but I feel she is also a bit supportive of it too as we have gone shopping the last two days.
Just last night we went and bought some new heels, a skirt, and a top amongst various makeup essentials She has really jumped in to point me in the right directions and even to help me get things I want (not really need) with a bit of ease as to give the illusion they were for her if asked (which why would they? well, with the makeup and such anyways lol)
The funny thing was when we were at the check out I was putting the items on the belt and she blurted out "hon, don't put your top or skirt on the belt, it's dirty". I looked at her and she had a puzzled look on her face as to ask "what?" after we left I said "sweetheart, we do not want to be out to the WHOLE world. It's still a secret and only you know" lol she just smiled and then laughed as she didn't realize that she had said it. the SA didn't hear it anyways. or maybe she did and ignored it lol
Whn We got home and put everything away she told me to try everything on. I asked if she was ready for that, she said why not? I told her I didn't know if I was ready for that but I thought, well, this may all change in a few days/weeks/whatever and I might as well go for it. She actually said I looked a lot better than I did a few halloweens ago and even went as far as to tell me to paint my toes because the peep toed heels didn't look right with unpainted toes :)
I just wanted to share this bit with everyone. My life seems a bit weird right now, I don't know what direction I am heading and where all of this is going to go but I am enjoying ( for now) the ride without having to sneak in the closet and out.
Make no mistakes, I told her that I prefer to still dress at home for the most part, not everyday, and while she is accepting and supportive I am not out to push anything. I understand she may have some confusion or feelings she's not sharing right now but so do I.
Have a great weekend everyone :)
Joanne makes mistake, Joanne gets pulled over enfemme, Joanne gets off but scoped out well by cop, Joanne panics and Joanne tells GF.
How's that for the digest? lol
Looking back at the beginning of the week it was really scary. Probably the most scared I have ever been in my life but looking back I am sort of happy it happened. I have pondered and pondered on a way to come "out" to my GF it seems forever and this was the moment.
I do NOT suggest going this route in any way, shape, or form but in the end what I thought was the end of my world turned into the beginning of a new side of it.
The talk didn't even need to take place as everything turned out but for some reason I felt "now is the time". As I have told everyone many times, she already kind of knew to begin with. I openly wear hose all the time, she knew I had heels, skirts and other articles as she was there when I bought them, she just didn't know how far down the rabbit hole I was
She was accepting and had very little problem with it (to date anyways and I am NOT pushing things) but I feel she is also a bit supportive of it too as we have gone shopping the last two days.
Just last night we went and bought some new heels, a skirt, and a top amongst various makeup essentials She has really jumped in to point me in the right directions and even to help me get things I want (not really need) with a bit of ease as to give the illusion they were for her if asked (which why would they? well, with the makeup and such anyways lol)
The funny thing was when we were at the check out I was putting the items on the belt and she blurted out "hon, don't put your top or skirt on the belt, it's dirty". I looked at her and she had a puzzled look on her face as to ask "what?" after we left I said "sweetheart, we do not want to be out to the WHOLE world. It's still a secret and only you know" lol she just smiled and then laughed as she didn't realize that she had said it. the SA didn't hear it anyways. or maybe she did and ignored it lol
Whn We got home and put everything away she told me to try everything on. I asked if she was ready for that, she said why not? I told her I didn't know if I was ready for that but I thought, well, this may all change in a few days/weeks/whatever and I might as well go for it. She actually said I looked a lot better than I did a few halloweens ago and even went as far as to tell me to paint my toes because the peep toed heels didn't look right with unpainted toes :)
I just wanted to share this bit with everyone. My life seems a bit weird right now, I don't know what direction I am heading and where all of this is going to go but I am enjoying ( for now) the ride without having to sneak in the closet and out.
Make no mistakes, I told her that I prefer to still dress at home for the most part, not everyday, and while she is accepting and supportive I am not out to push anything. I understand she may have some confusion or feelings she's not sharing right now but so do I.
Have a great weekend everyone :)