a little good news and a little confusion...

[girlinside]

so today i decided to shave my legs and i must say it is fantastic!! lately (as in the past month or so) i have been feeling more and more like i need to discover emma a little bit more. the only problem that i ma running into is the fact that i dont have a lot of money, nor can i find make up to use that is of good quality. i guess i feel depressed a little because i want to be emma but i cant because i dont have the means to buy emma more for her wardrobe.

also i recently got out of a long relationship that was gradually moving to a friendship. she knows about my dressing and is ok with it and would love to see what i have in emmas wardrobe. but she has to take some time to get over our break up before we can be friends and hang out.

basically i am confused as to what i should do in this moment in time. should i keep being my self and bring emma out once an a while or just dive into my alter ego and see what happens and learn more about make up and the overall transformation so i could some day go out.

please help me out because i have been thinking about this alot and cant seem to figure out what to do.

[mikiSJ]

should i keep being my self

Yes, and the rest will sort itself out as necessary!

Miki

[Cynthia Anne]

Always be yourself Emma Renee! Good things happen to those who beleave in themselves! Tomarow will take care of itself! 'Cause you are worth it! Hugs!

[Beverley Sims]

I would concentrate on ways to earn more money and Emma will take care of herself.
As for your personal life that will probably resolve itself in time .

[Cheryl T]

You should do what feels right for you....

[girlinside]

thanks foe all the good words you really know how to make a girl smile. i think ill just keep doing what i have been and let it work its self out. the shaved legs are great! :)

[LelaK]

Thrift stores have plenty of clothes, but I don't know if they ever sell makeup etc. Here's natural cosmetics discussions: http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=120. This has recipes for making a few of your own cosmetics: http://users.resist.ca/~kirstena/homemadecosmeticsmakeup.html. This site may be better: http://makeup.about.com/od/facefundamentals/a/HomeMakeup.htm.

[girlinside]

thanks i have been looking at alot of make up lately and been trying to find good deals or kits that i can buy for a beginner set. i have to go to ulta sometime to look around.:)