Cynthia_0101
12-09-2012, 09:05 PM
It's been so long since I posted anything meaningful here. Due to my current living situations it's impossible to dress at all and I find it very hard to come here and read most of the posts but I just had to tell everyone about this.
A little back story to this:
My life has been very stressful, between work and some family issues I am almost at my breaking point and when that happens I find my need to dress increases dramatically . I have had to change living situations and I can get to dress a little and that at least gives me a little outlet.
The Lady I work with is a total life saver to me. She can tell when I am stressed out and has no problems with letting me vent to her. She had asked what I do to try and relax and I told her I play a lot of video games.
About 3 weeks ago I was commenting on how bad my work boots hold onto mud and make it very dangerous to climb ladders. She pulled up her leg and said "try walking around in these all day" pointing to her high heels. Jokingly I said "maybe I do know what it's like". We both laughed and she said that's right I really don't know all these is to know about you do I.
Fast forward to the present and I am so stressed most days I am lucky I can even function at work. My friends mentions that I look like crap and asks how I am doing. "well I have put well over 5 days worth I time into my game".
" you need other ways to deal with stress than just shooting virtual people you know". I explained without detail that I have some other ways but I really don't talk about it because some people get weirded out by it and that even if I told her she would not believe me.
"I have seen so much stuff in my life not a thing you could tell me would weird me out". Being that I was working on less that 5 hours sleep I blurted out "remember the crack you made about the high heel shoe? well I do own a pair and can walk in them very well. I stopped and waited for the reaction. Her facial expression never changed and she just said "so what".
We had a quick little talk about it and that was the end of it.
I just had to tell someone.
A little back story to this:
My life has been very stressful, between work and some family issues I am almost at my breaking point and when that happens I find my need to dress increases dramatically . I have had to change living situations and I can get to dress a little and that at least gives me a little outlet.
The Lady I work with is a total life saver to me. She can tell when I am stressed out and has no problems with letting me vent to her. She had asked what I do to try and relax and I told her I play a lot of video games.
About 3 weeks ago I was commenting on how bad my work boots hold onto mud and make it very dangerous to climb ladders. She pulled up her leg and said "try walking around in these all day" pointing to her high heels. Jokingly I said "maybe I do know what it's like". We both laughed and she said that's right I really don't know all these is to know about you do I.
Fast forward to the present and I am so stressed most days I am lucky I can even function at work. My friends mentions that I look like crap and asks how I am doing. "well I have put well over 5 days worth I time into my game".
" you need other ways to deal with stress than just shooting virtual people you know". I explained without detail that I have some other ways but I really don't talk about it because some people get weirded out by it and that even if I told her she would not believe me.
"I have seen so much stuff in my life not a thing you could tell me would weird me out". Being that I was working on less that 5 hours sleep I blurted out "remember the crack you made about the high heel shoe? well I do own a pair and can walk in them very well. I stopped and waited for the reaction. Her facial expression never changed and she just said "so what".
We had a quick little talk about it and that was the end of it.
I just had to tell someone.