litangel
12-24-2012, 05:33 PM
I have recently come out as being genderfluid (I probably dress femme at 80% of the social events I go to.) I have found that the permission (from self, and most others) to be publicly feminine has changed how I dance and how I relate to my body.
I go a great freestyle dance group twice a week, and people there are super supportive of my gender pioneering. One experience I had there, I felt some tension, connected to old fears in my second chakra area (just above the genitals) and I let it go, I all of a sudden found I was able to shake my ass more freely than ever in my life. And my loose butt has stuck with me, I feel free in that part of my body most of the time. I am now one the 5 White genetic American males who can actually shake his bootie!:)
I have also become free to move my hands sensually as I dance, to flip and fluff my hair, and I am getting freer in my chest and stomach, shoulders and my jaw. I am feeling considerably more pleasure as I move my body as well.
I love to dance, and I realize in the past I have been very attracted to women who allowed themselves to move in ways I could not.
I had an experience recently where I went dancing and was able to move in all the sensuous ways I had admired in women. I was turned on by me than anyone else there.
I used to look for sexiness outside myself, and now I am sexiness.
I go a great freestyle dance group twice a week, and people there are super supportive of my gender pioneering. One experience I had there, I felt some tension, connected to old fears in my second chakra area (just above the genitals) and I let it go, I all of a sudden found I was able to shake my ass more freely than ever in my life. And my loose butt has stuck with me, I feel free in that part of my body most of the time. I am now one the 5 White genetic American males who can actually shake his bootie!:)
I have also become free to move my hands sensually as I dance, to flip and fluff my hair, and I am getting freer in my chest and stomach, shoulders and my jaw. I am feeling considerably more pleasure as I move my body as well.
I love to dance, and I realize in the past I have been very attracted to women who allowed themselves to move in ways I could not.
I had an experience recently where I went dancing and was able to move in all the sensuous ways I had admired in women. I was turned on by me than anyone else there.
I used to look for sexiness outside myself, and now I am sexiness.